A moan lighted by a radiant ray

In a sepulchral tone within a long forgotten loving heart albeit with a silver lining : ---- Dr. Bibhash Chakravorty. What beholds a Man with a sepulchral hue in his heart ? Is he destined to be entombed in his fiery shrine made of dragons forever ? Would the scar of the bygone wounds in his emotion never cease to torment him ? A fire made of passionate love, a desire to become, a being of belonging to someone from only an AM, a crying ecstasy created in stellar wombs, a terrible burning pain, a flame in agony but still a rapture in rhapsodies nevertheless ! He came alone and would be gone alone, there is nothing to lose but did he lose something first, anyway ? A home, a love, a family ? Or did he miss all these for all eternity ? Did someone promise to take him home, why hasn't she kept her promise ? Shouldn't a woman accept a Man as he is, is this too much to ask for ? All she can think for him is prestige ! But charity begins at home ! And every Man had his chance to become the One ! She gifted him the universe in solitude, but what does it matter when the HOME drifts in the vast expanse of the void alone, without her promise to be, without her presence ? This body and mind, heart and soul craves for another, why did she betray this truth ? Consummation in the conscious soul is only a small part of it ! Someone said, " Nothing begins and nothing ends that is not paid with moan, for we are born in another's pain and perish in our own " ! What a burden to bear, cherishing his own pain under the facade of a sweet smile, within the infernal depths of Hell ! Hell broke loose ! But still the future beckons to him, a monsoon rain quenching his unquenchable thirst, a glorious dawn invoking hope for another story of love ! Will he be satisfied with it or does his heart long for more ? Perhaps the revenant love he was waiting for, but time only knows, might not even, time awaits him, so he has to wait for time too !!! She sends a message. A bumble bee buzzes upon entering his room and tells by fluttering it's delicate wings, she is burning in the heavenly fire, a divine pain of separation from her beloved with his names written all over her immortal soul ! The name of a dark knight ! Pain of separation, can't be described by the roll of tongue, separation of the two who were One. A pain borne out of sacred love ! Like carving out one's own heart with a blunt knife ! Someone betrayed her. Perhaps this is the end of eternity and the beginning of a journey to another wondrous one !!!