A passionate but crazy dream !

Benaam si kwhaisein, ek fitoor, ek ranjish, ek Ishq--- An unnamed wish of a dream by a crazy, passionate lover in anguish. -- by Dr. Bibhash Chakravorty. একি পবিত্র প্রেমের বিরহ বিষাদ দিলে বিধাতা আমায়। An impulsive expression of emotions. Closer to my inner soul than my Self ; You had to leave me in order to become mine forever ; You make me breathe, you make me dream, you make me hope, you are the reason I wake up each dawn seeing a radiant ray of sunshine carrying the message of a blessed future, not selfishly but along with everyone else, whomsoever have loved in anguish and pain but lament that you are not there by my side in the bed and that I couldn't make love to you at night, babe ! I am taking your sadness, tears and moan away and give you joy, peace and happiness in return ; I do believe in miracles ; So, why can't you break the barrier of life and death and stand in front of me in flesh and blood my sweetheart ? Why can't you make a fairy tale fantasy come true when my love and romance for you have no beginning neither end ? Is it my fault that I see you in every woman, as a daughter, a mother, a wife, a sister, a lover, a friend, a guide ? I saw you in Shakira the other day dancing and singing to your/her heart's content, the rythm to paradise ! I shall wait for you my beloved to knock me off my feet by surprise, please try to find a way to forgive in the highest heavens and not to disappoint me to cry again and again and again ! You do know that I have pierced my heart to seek this treasure where my heart is, with you my love, don't you ? Fulfill my dream please, thus making Earth a Paradise ! Show me no other God than the emotion of my Ishq/love ! Mark my words my departed wife, I promise, if you don't come back to me, I will cross over to the other side and then I really don't know, sorry who would be ! Don't play games with me, I can see the light of life in the eyes of your portrait ! My eternal flame of passionate love awaits YOU, NOW THIS MOMENT. THIS MOMENT IS OUR ETERNAL LIFE IN REALITY. I still remember the wondrous thrill that I felt when you agreed to fall in love with me, before our marriage ! I still remember the day I kissed your pretty lips, my love bug ! Still do I remember the divine bliss when your body and my soul became ONE in rapture on the night of our marriage flower bed. ( ফুলশয্যা ) My love is the breath of my life and you have imprisoned my breath with your incessant love for me, you are the perfect mirror in which can I visualise my infinite Cosmic Self very clearly, a transcendence indeed. ---- Dedicated to the inner journey of Lord SHIVA. He is not a distant God, He is the embodiment of Love, your Body and Soul. https://youtu.be/KaT9lEyqzU0 : Listen to the song from link. MADHURIMA. My Crazy Passion. 1968-2009. The passion continues and will increase through all eternity !