An absent romance !

You still take my breath away. ( This following verse has been adapted from a newspaper advertisement which provided me the inspiration to write it but with an opposite and own original perspective and interpretation as it closely resembles my story of love in my life. ) ---- Dr. Bibhash Chakravorty. I didn't know we were meant for each other. So close to you now that I feel but not truly in existence. I accepted you in love the day you came from the very outer. I didn't know then what you were inside. Still my heart skipped a beat then in romance as long as my memory goes. I didn't know that I loved you before I met you but the truth is that. And then I finally saw you, you took my breath away. Now I know what you were inside but after paying a price of moan too dear and heavy. To lose you. Should I be wrong to find an angel in you ? An eternal déjà vu to speak the truth ! But why do you call me again and again in absence just to freshen my deep bygone wound, so that it pains ? Must you ignite my hopeless dreams ? Beware of the fire of my love, sweetheart ! Can't we unroll our love story once again and bring our body, heart and soul together, closer than ever ? For there is a big vacuum in my mind for you to fill and doesn't nature abhor vacuum ? Until then, let me BE in a mystical fairy tale romance of vibrant rainbow colours, with you ! You still take my breath away ! https://youtu.be/Bp1pGcQtJ3M : https://youtu.be/WTzPNj4UCnI : Listen to the songs, " Yeh Haseen Vaadiyan " and " Roja Janeman "from the links. My lost love, Madhurima.