In pursuit of eternal wisdom and happiness.

The third eye within of Lord SHIVA.--- IN PURSUIT OF ETERNAL KNOWLEDGE, WISDOM, INTROSPECTION/ SOUL-SEARCHING AND HAPPINESS WITH PATIENCE AND SELF CONVICTION : -------- By Dr. Bibhash Chakravorty. The master of our souls has a balanced psyche of the supermale and superfemale both, the অর্ধনারীশ্বর, a balance between the Ira ( ইডা---moon/female) and Pingala (পিঙ্গলা --- sun/male ) Nadis (নাড়ি) and also on either side of the Yin and Yan ! The Chi energy is derived from HIM. HE is also beyond gender identity. ------- If you are an intrepid inward traveller/explorer, not afraid to sacrifice your love and life amongst many others and brave and courageous enough even to suffer etenal damnation for the salvation of all and ready to suffer the intolerable pain and sorrow, even possible death, in the flames of destiny, Justice, nemesis and Providence, the heavenly fire, in the path of this sacred redemption with enough patience and self conviction, then you might experience the following pristine feeling in the very intimate fabric of your own soul.You won't need to take any solemn vows at the outset, the vows will possess you later on as you continue on your sojourn to seek justice, lighting the dusky, unlit path with the little but bright lamp of insatiable thirst/passion to know yourself in your heart ! You start the journey by denying yourself the most basic of human privilege, Hope --- A privilege which most of us take for granted, amongst so many other privileges, we consider granted as supporting our rightful ( ?) existence. This part is the challenge that you throw to the truth, since it's not possible to know it without doing so. A very painful experience/nightmare/darkness awaits you when the Lord will make you empty in order to fill up your empty vessel with HIS divine superego/Light since there is no greater truth than the fact, it is hard to fill a cup that is already full ! Know that, if love is what you need then you must be ready to travel to the end of the world to find it !-------- With immense emotion of tearful joy of gratitude to the Lord and your loved ones too, you feel consummated in your entire Self, by the sacred primal force of the eternal spring/fountain of youth, the heavenly wind and the Holy Spirit within you ----- being concentrated at your 3rd eye between the eyebrows ( Agna ), and disseminating upwards to your cerebrum ( Sahasrar ) before coming down your spine to the Bisudhwa and Anahata ( The throat and heart centres of spiritual energy, chakras/discs.) and back again to the 3rd eye in a continuing everlasting loop, a wholesome loop ! Though the direction of the sentient force is in every direction which you can imagine at any given moment it will be better if you consider it as from above downwards and not the opposite as commonly felt since it is originating in the 3rd eye of the Lord which he has kindly gifted you in order to bless you for eternity ! Only later on, will you feel the frightening but invigorating dance of the wailing ascent of the divine Shakti/Force from the spiritual chakras/discs in the lower spine, in order to merge with the infinite Ocean of absolute blissful pure consciousness ( সচ্চিদানন্দময় অনন্ত মহাসাগরের শুদ্ধচৈতন্য ) with a passionate desire leading to an overwhelmingly, contented feeling of divine eroticism and orgasm thus fulfilling the quintessential cravings of the soul and the promise of loyalty to it. (হ্লাদিনী শক্তি)।------- This is also a culmination and glory of feminine virtues/traits and feminism within an ideal male psyche/persona. Now you feel not only what it is like to be a real and complete man but also to be a real woman with all feminine virtues/traits, subtlety, feminity and feminism as well !This feeling is so forceful and profound that you have to be primed by it for many years altogether, surprisingly often to your massive compromise before it turns over a new leaf as your strength, like taming a ferocious beast/rogue elephant, when you can successfully enjoy it nonchalantly, otherwise you carry the risk of instant blackout/severe agitation,even death.--------- The next step is going beyond gender identity and again return back to it. Meditation now does not require any effort, it becomes spontaneous and effortless, even with your eyes open, in a serene, tranquil, self-absorbed manner with your whole existence assiduously condensed at your 3rd eye, like the Lord SHIVA, all the while remaining aware of the outside world, the disharmony and anarchy of which now fails to disturb your inner peace and harmony ! This is the eye within which endows you with infinite vision, foresight, wisdom and inner strength ! The whole experience is like a song on the other side of which lies the realm beyond death, like Kabiguru Rabindranath's, দাঁড়িয়ে আছো, তুমি আমার, গানের ওপারে --- ! song !------- An incredible and dynamic feeling of peace, contentment, silent enlightenment and joy, which you know for sure with your very own conscience, will be eternally increasing and embracing like a dangerous, unavoidable and inevitable inebriation ! --------- All these happening during a tremendous outward turmoil like the Kurukshetra battle when the Lord Sri Krishna made Arjun to understand the cognition of GITA ! You would be able to feel this force of the Sudarshan chakra/gravity not only around your right index finger but also in your body and mind, heart and soul, when you finally realise always to follow the cravings of your conscience irrespective of what other people think, right or wrong, except hurting people. I want all of you my friends and others who deserve it, to experience the same exhilarating and hilarious but at the same time an intensely personal, peaceful, controlled, silent feeling of immense gratification ! ------- Is this Moksh/Nirvana or something more than that, an absolute, unshackled, enlightenment and enlivening to start with definitely, which until now had no mention or definition.---- A dynamic, omnipotent, omnipresence of the pure consciousness and the primal force embracing your conscious soul ubiquitously with the same strength at every possible infinitesimal points throughout the entire morsel of your sentient presence/ existence at the same time ! ---------- THIS IS LOVE, THE PRISTINE LOVE, which begins small and subtle but finally turns out to be not only engrossing but absolutely possessive, emancipating and ever wondrous.হ্যাঁ,এ হল প্রেম।--------------This is a super-awakening of your inner SHIVA ( Inner Soul ) from the deep slumber of YOGA-NIDRA or eternal sleep ( গভীর যোগনিদ্রা হতে অন্তরশিবের মহাজাগরণ এবং শিব-শক্তির প্রেমের খেলা ) with it's timeless, unqualified sensorium at the 3rd eye with the SHAKTI ( Divine FORCE ), the innate power of your soul, playing it's DIVINE PLAY OF LOVE, thus consummating each other and thus making you complete, self-sufficient, Ardhanariswar ( Man and Woman at the same time in your self ), and SAYAMBHU ( Autogenous ). You also feel the vibrations of the most delicate but unfathomably powerful OMKAR ওঁ, to vibrate the absolute fabric of your conscience. ---------- This is an indescribable silence, a supremely fulfilled emptiness/void, the holiest of holy destination, which I doubt that any man whomsoever, by his own penance/effort can even hope to reach without a special grace of the Lord SHIVA, which makes HIS disciple ever un-tainable, ever-disinhibited, thus always sinless even while indulging in so called sins, the promise written in GITA being fulfilled ! This benevolence of the Lord also enables you to surrender to HIS divine Will completely, unqualifiedly and also to rise above faith because there may be enough light in faith to see but darkness too to blind !---- THIS IS ALSO THE MOMENT OF TRUTH WHEN IT BINDS YOU FOREVER AND WHEN A MAN CHOOSES WHAT HE REALLY IS, AS HE COMPREHENDS THE INFINITE POWER OF HIS SOUL BUT STILL PUTS IT TO THE GOOD USE OF THE MANKIND ! ---- Now, it dawns upon you that, though the truth is an eternal experience and defies all logic, still it provides the basis for the most logical conclusion of a greater good of Mankind, above any personal gain or freedom, to the conscience of a person indulging in pure happiness, since he knows from the core of his heart that sharing increases joy and reduces sadness ! Now I am contented that my most passionate question to myself, WHO AM I ? in the quest for knowledge and wisdom and TRUTH has been answered. I have known, that in the path/oath of the LIGHT, pain, sorrow, suffering and sacrifice are the savings that will bring you closer to your inner soul by enhancing your passionate emotion, by enabling you to weep for your love and the Lord, to enable you to make the melancholy your own, so that you may strive to become greater than your suffering and even to enable you to lift up the burden of labor of love, the society and even MANKIND ! I have also known being a traveller in this path which is filled with ferocious beasts, jagged unsurpassable obstacles, diversions and dangerous lust, that before you are allowed to taste the eternal nectar, you need to taste the vicious taste of the poison of DESTINY, in order to forgive yourself honestly ! And, Hope is so magnanimous that it is also there even for the poorest of soul cursed to the eternal depths of Hell ! This staggering and breathtaking experience is the bedrock provided to you by the Lord upon which you gain the right to weep and shed tears for your loved ones and departed love, the tears could gather and form a sacred Ganga/An Ocean of Humanity.( ভবসাগর) Standing on this solid, unshakable platform, you can even put the Lord in a dilemma by your love and simplicity, thus blessed you become even to be able to put the Lord to your test !!! But then you find that you want absolutely nothing for yourself, because nobody can give you anything but yourself ! Now, a very amazing query arises in your mind like a sunrise, illuminating it's dusky horizon with it's radiant, golden rays. ----------- Can you, could you, are you your Lord's salvation and is your departed love, your's redemption ?-------- This is when you realise that you have earned the post of your Lord's lightning conductor and the fearless bearer of HIS INVINCIBLE TRIDENT, when you may like a reversal of role between the Father and Son !!! --------The above description and adjectives are miserably failing to describe this incredible and overwhelming feeling. বইখরি তে ভাবগুলি আনা যায়না । শ্রী রামকৃষ্ণ পরমহংসের একটি কথা আছে, ভাবের ঘরে চুরি না থাকলে, যেমন ভাব তেমনি লাভ। What makes a man, A Man ? Is it his origin, cast, creed, colour, religion, nationality, designations, high post, affiliations, recommendations, worldly possessions and education ? I don't think so. Perhaps it is his, kindness, generosity, forgiveness, merits, Spirituality, WISDOM and moral integrity, strength of character and moral fiber, power of sacrifice, patriotism, an honest inclination to impart knowledge/wisdom, selfless service to the community, the work that he does without any expectations ( কর্মযোগ ) but with a correct attitude and good behaviour, follows a right code of conduct and one who has paid his debt to the society , his country and his ancestors and loved ones, and also not only to Mankind but letting it judge him unbiasedly and of course thus to the Lord ( HE doesn't want any belief/worship, he wants that you believe in yourself and wants you to cultivate a thirst to know thyself ! ) and last but not the least, most importantly his capacity to love ! HE is actually crying for us to reach HIM and love HIM, like a son, father, Friend or Spouse ! IT IS TIME THAT A MAN BE CALLED A MAN. রথ ভাবে আমি, পথ ভাবে আমি, রথী ভাবে আমি, হাঁসে অন্তর্যামী। -------------- My dear friends, I would earnestly ask you, not to forget how to listen with your inner ears, see with insight, not be dogmatic and do ask yourself the same question, WHO AM I ? without going after/be beguiled by supernatural powers ( diversions/siddhai)------- I am sure you will get the answer in your own way, towards the destination of HAPPINESS. And if you want real power, go for Lord SHIVA's 3rd eye with the Trident in it ! Praise the Lord not only for our daily bread but also for providing the food for the soul ! AWAKEN THE CHILD IN YOU, AGAIN. ------ Again dedicating this write-up to Lord SHIVA and MA KALI. ক্লান্তি মোদের ক্ষমা করো প্রভু। -------- Dr. Bibhash Chakravorty. Below appears a picture of the 3rd eye of Lord SHIVA in ancient Egypt !