Insight 3.

A comparative rendition of the Nature of time and life/so called inanimate objects on the projected surface of a wormhole and Hindu Spiritual Philosophy along with it's metaphorical logic/Indian and Bengali culture and tradition and social biology and logical and social SEMANTICS and elucidation of KARMIC JUSTICE : PART 2 --- By Dr. Bibhash Chakravorty. ___ A completely original conjecture. An anthropic inspiration. ----- Feeling the heavenly sweet smell of dry earth soaked by fresh rain in the dusty lanes between the spiral arms of the Milky Way ! I will try to describe the sentinel Quasar quadrant, a forcefield protecting at least our universe in the Part 3 of this article. I have mentioned this story of Prahlad to prove a Hindu philosophy written in the Vedantas/Upanishads that, Sarbang khalwidam Kutastha Brahmma ( Sanskrit ) which means, the real secret God is everywhere, even in the inanimate ! What a beautiful simplicity and philosophy that God is lying in front of you and in you too, as a whole as well as in the quantum, you don't have to search Him, He is unconditionally yours ! I would like to add an epilogue to the story of Prahlad. Hiranyakashipu in his previous birth was a security guard of Lord Narayan and His consort Mother Lakshmi, the harbinger of peace and prosperity, in Golok a spherical space which actually means the universe. ( Probably Hiranyakashipu was a sentinel Quasar of the Quasar Quadrant !) He was cursed by some Brahmins who wanted to see Lord Narayan but were refused entry by him. The enraged Brahmins cursed him. The curse was he has to take 7 births in Earth before he could be salvaged. Hiranyakashipu was in tears and asked the Brahmins whether he could be paroled earlier. The Brahmins declared, in these 7 births you could be a devotee to Lord Narayan or you can choose only 3 births where you will be His enemy. Hiranyakashipu opted for the latter and took 3 births in this world as Hiranyakashipu, Ravan of the Ramayana epic and Mahisashur who fought with Ma Durga Parvati. This epilogue only proves the fact that the real God is so devine that even a terrible death in his hand becomes a blessing in disguise ! So, a judged death was always a blessing in this cosmos and it is only those greedy selfish beings who are lured by the cursed treasure of an everlasting life without paying it's price who die an undying death like a zombie. There is no greater blasphemy than to deny your Self thus committing self suicide ! That's why birth in this beautiful earth is so priceless and divine, make it timeless not infernal, if you have to die then die with honour ! What may be the common signature of life ? A close answer would be heat ! Even the cold dark space of this universe has a heat signature, the background microwave radiation, a fossil memory of the primal Big Bang, our origin from heat ! Even cold blooded animals like the reptiles and lizards bathe in the heat of sun to maintain their body temperature to optimum levels for their homeostasis and proper functioning of their metabolism, heat which they lose during the cold, dark night ! In the book of Mother Nature, Chandi ( The wild ghost goddess Chandalini the most feared of all goddesses, dwelling in her cremation ground keeping a watchful eye over the dead, feeding on burnt Human flesh and patiently waiting for the ravagers funeral in her cosmos crematorium, none other than another form of Ma Parvati Nature of which there are 10 dimensions and forms of knowledge fire, Lord SHIVA being the 11th infinite dimension within the ten.) It's written that both father and mother Nature hide each other from your mind vision. It might be possible for you to understand Mother Nature only a bit but almost impossible to grasp Lord SHIVA without their grace and love ! It is as if the moon is hiding Him on it's dark side and you are only staring at the moon to appreciate its beauty, not trying to feel it thus totally missing all the heavenly glory. Some modern day cosmologists are doing exactly that because they suffer from a sense of insecurity and helplessness to describe creation beyond a certain point and try to cover this up by pompous lectures of dogmatic science/mathematics and theoretical masturbation on verifiability like Neil Degrass Tyson sometimes sounding like a blood sucking lawyer ! There is no greater fool in this world than a dogmatic scientist with a narrow, closed mind who doesn't let fresh heavenly wind to enter his interdimensional spaces within to broaden his outlook ! Verifiability only becomes a cognisable/sentient truth when you have the courage to challenge and let the non-verifiable object enter your cognitive thinking even when you know that it might devastate your total cognition, the force and bitterness of the truth is such ! In other words no risk, stay safe, deliver your gibberish logic and NO GAIN. Fortune favours the brave, the real astronauts who venture out into the sacred space risking their lives and say, One small step for a Man, a big leap of faith between rage and serenity for the Humanity, flora and faunakind, upon conquering the Mother Moon ! Long live the martyrs ! Sometimes you need to be crazy in order to visualise the beauty in your madness in your insight ! There is so much sights in this world like the dried up, arid cosmologists but so little insight !!! Tyson often says that the universe is not under any obligation to explain itself to you. This is bullshit and crap ! Why doesn't he say the universe is under no obligation to explain it's secrets to foolish scientists like him whereas it does reveal those secrets to artists, lovers and true seekers unconditionally and with love ? As a holy creation the universe is always reminding you that I am greater than what you can ever imagine ! So keep an open mind. What is fiction today is a fact tomorrow and the truth is stranger than fiction. Don't be surprised by anything however incredible and impossible the fact might be ! Remember, by your psychic ( ??? ) powers you may foresee the future however flawed/true it might be, but it's not necessarily true until the final moment of reckoning arrives when true colours bleed ! You can't hide your emotions, they will bleed either as wonderfully rosy red as blood or dirty green like a demonic alien, when the right moment cometh ! If you fail to describe the dance of creation there is no shame in it, why can't you accept this fact ? Who the hell wants to describe the intricacies of how a heavenly sweet mango tree is made and how many leaves are there in the tree ? Come let's taste the mangoes of West Bengal and if you can identify yourself with the tree you will find yourself and the mangoes too everywhere ! Even mysteries beyond the horizon of COSMOS dwell inside you, isn't this wondrous that ultimately no barrier however daunting is insurmountable ? The love of parents Nature can only be understood through love and faith. So wonderful is this truth of love that if you can disarm them with your faith then your departed mortal parents will come to you in their next births as your children and pet animals too, as Lord SHIVA and Ma Parvati in various forms, as your guardian angels to usher in immortality of the body and spirit ! For this to happen your faith must lie somewhere between rage and serenity, you can't be a hypocrite leading a double life and seek evasion elsewhere in clandestine promiscuity or in dark magic ! Everybody in this world thinks Gita as the holiest religious scripture of the Hindus whereas it isn't. That title goes to Chandi, the book of Mother Nature. In this book is written where and how the energy power of Nature is hidden. And what you might expect from the Mother as a gift of love for peace, prosperity, happy married family life and it's security and enjoying the bounties of Nature if you have walked true at least in this life. As opposed to GITA which is a book of renunciation, CHANDI deals about BHOG or enjoying life because as I told you in my Part 1, the mother never wants his child to become an ascetic and leave her unless there is a very special and unique reason ! The mother always remains anxious for her child, she wants to nourish and protect him from the vagaries of a tough life. She wants an immortal, eternal life for her children who may be good or bad. But what and how can she help those who kill their parents and children without killing ? Very unfortunate state of affairs here ! Holy Chandi also deals with the victory of the good over evil however tedious and time taking it might be ! You can jolly well understand that the examples given are long standing wars mainly between goddesses and demons but the truth lies elsewhere because a demon who has the courage and conviction to fight a mighty goddess of Nature for as long as five thousand years can never be evil as in the case of Hiranyakashipu or Mahisashur as well as in the case of Ravan who was a self enlightened Man being a great devotee of Lord SHIVA and didn't even touch Ma Sita when he abducted Her. All these were Shakespearean actors in the world stage fighting their war against DEATH by dying a death of a khsatriya/warrior in battle, a very high honour ! Chandi also deals with the fate of a man with indecent and wicked intentions. The Sanskrit verses of Chandi is said to be so sacred that anyone who has faith in it can achieve Moksh/salvation in this life/after death, if only he listens to someone singing/reciting it, even if the person cannot understand Sanskrit. Love and faith can secure what debate fails to procure ! Bengali Hindus wait for that special day of Mahalaya when they celebrate the arrival of Ma Durga Parvati to her paternal home, Bengal/earth from the KAILASH mountain in the Himalayas. On this day at the stroke of dawn at 4am everyone would listen to the radio broadcast of Chandi singing ( Chandi Path ) by a revered Bengali gentleman whose recitation, eloquence and voice was golden, Birendra Krishna Bhadra. Sadly he is no more but his taped voice is still heard in hush silence by many. The arrival of Ma Durga is supposed to be very auspicious. On Ashtami or the 8th day of worship, which is supposed to be a special day, flowers are thrown at the goddess idol by many ( Anjali ) while the priest utters the mantras. If you closely follow it you will hear a portion where the arrival of the grand gentleman time is awaited, referring to Bhadra Kalyai and if you watch the idol you will see the demon warrior Mahisashur holding a decapitated head in his left hand. Probably the filthy head of the worthless time ! I was never very religious and neither could wake up at an ungodly hour of 4am to listen to Chandi Path and neither did I bother to offer Anjali to Goddess Durga except a few times perhaps ! For a person who has conviction and believes in Himself every day is Mahalaya, Upanayan and Ashtami ! And if you look at it closely there can be no greater renunciation for a tyagi or a true ascetic with the colour of saffron, her mother's fire in his mind than to renunciate tyag or the renunciation itself and enjoy Bhog or life for her mother's sake ! HIS kingdom Arriveth will follow Chandi rather than Gita. Infact I would like to advise all true seekers and ascetics who have shunned even divine bliss and marriage to a woman/man, to indulge in it because without understanding family love nobody can understand Lord SHIVA notwithstanding whatever Sadhguru might say ! My all due respect to Sadhguru but I follow my own rules ! In some cases I make my Lord to shut up and listen to me, sometimes I use abusive language but most of the time I cry like His child for the love He has bestowed upon me for general distribution ! We are made in the images of our parents. Image not only means the outer phenotype appearance but more importantly the genetic blueprint and values and virtues in life ! I don't remember my father telling me a single word of caution how to lead my life, he had shown it to me by leading his own life as an inspiration. A story in the Upanishads or Vedas I don't exactly remember goes like this. Once Rishi ( Sage ) Goutam was supposed to tell his disciples the nature of the truth ! The disciples were eagerly waiting to hear the discourse ! Rishi Goutam came and sat in the posture of Padmasana, the lotus sitting posture and was remaining silent too ! The students were patiently waiting. After a few hours when their Guru was not uttering even a single word, one of the students gathered courage and asked Him, Gurudev why aren't you telling us the nature of the truth ? At this He replied, I am rather telling you but you are not listening !!! Actually the Nature of the truth is indescribable. All your adjectives will miserably fail to qualify or quantify it or praise it even if you try for all eternity ! That's why Rishi Gautam was keeping silent and my own father tried to lead me through life in silence too ! Don't despair my friends, your prayers are waiting to be answered in someone's holy answering machine in all it's Heavenly eternal glory in silence ! It's waiting for that right and ripe moment, just don't forget to leave your message to which you look forward to be repled responsibly by keeping His promise, on homecoming after a gruelling, provoking, struggling, infuriating, battling but striving and successful hard day's work ! Does this creation/universe boast about itself loudly ? It's beauty is not only apparent to the eyes of the beholder but in the vision/insight of his mind too ! So try to be a beholder in it's true essence to feel the beauty of Nature and life in a silence of gratitude and gratification too, the reward of your patience of at least a lifetime, not forgetting how to see and listen and thus realise the nature of your sacred bond to the umbilical cord with your Mother and feel your omnipresence inside Her ! In Bengali we name the failure or inability to describe God/Truth as, Baikhari te ase na ! So we are basically made in the images of Mother and Father Nature. So we are nothing but Nature itself and one who understands this to it's full essence can't commit sin even if he indulges in it and this is not written in many bogus religious scriptures because he is following his own nature ! As long as you don't hurt someone by words, actions and real bad intent you do whatever you wish ! That's why Jesus said, Father you and I are ONE but I doubt whether that father was a Father like Lord SHIVA or not ! I earnestly hope NOT ! Let the Shepard be a black sheep ! This image of ours is also the basis of Hindu idolatry which some religion looks down upon forgetting the fact there very existence as embodiments would be gobbled up by a desecration of the formless evil a profanity which cannot perceive any touch of divinity, which they worship in all probability ! It's very difficult to love someone without a form albeit not impossible through only knowledge which is qualitatively much inferior to love and 'Prem' as we call in Bengali, an enchanting romance of love ! There is no fate but what we make, there is no god but Parent Nature ! This is the hard truth and harsh reality of Life ! Division of life from one to many : From times immemorial the primal singularity has transformed itself from one to many. Though we cannot reach out to that CRUNCH CONSCIOUSNESS beyond 3 minutes after the big bang, at least at the time of Steven Weinberg ( Or are we closer now that Peter Higgs field and gravitational waves have been detected ? ), through physics and mathematics, it's possible to stretch our imagination and envision it, without tearing it apart especially when the singularity is revenant now. Just as the story of the universe unfolds itself by running the time backwards, the story of differentiation of life from unity to diversity can be sung as a lullaby to the child inside us by running it forward. Let's swim in the ocean of fantastic fantasy by breaking some rules ! Life as we know it has a heat signature. Can there be another form of life with a cold signature with negative vibrations below absolute zero ? Should we call it anti life or death life or after death life ? Forms of life may be present which may not be detected by infra red signature. Are they ghosts or gods with ethereal bodies ? Ethereal bodies may be present inside the towering inferno of stellar wombs and the iron grasp of black holes or the primary singularity whom we call Angeles ! Their bodies may feed on the fiery heat or high energy gamma/photon rays inside the event horizon of a black hole, even the dark matter pervading the empty space may constitute a stoical form of life like sages of past eternity who derive pleasure in pain and may form the space itself ! It's said in India that in the Himalayas you may come across life beneath the foothills of mount Kailash which are hitherto unknown to the world ! You may find some big stone boulders which are actually sages enjoying the Shivoham state. There may be dwellings of ancient sages who have mastered the science of sunlight, in a different space time reference than ours where you cannot enter even if you try without their permission. They are so powerful beings who do not even kneel down to the Hindu Trinity Gods, Brahmma, Vishnu and Maheswar ! They can even venture out in the space close to the sun without even needing an astronaut's suit. They call their Yogic miracles, the special science of the sun or Surya-Bigyan. They can perform real alchemy by utilising the sun's energy but most of them are humanoids. There are giant Yogis, as tall as a 4 storied building who carry their disciples in their palms while quickly traveling from one place to another. There are Yogis who on becoming old can rejuvenate themselves by making a young body of their own by Yogic process. There are male and female Bhairav and Bhairavi tantrics who consummate each other by becoming one in a radiant photon consciousness through meditation, the female sitting atop the lap of the male in yogic posture ! There may be ethereal beings who use their own self as light sails to roam the cosmos just for the sake of enjoying it's eternal mysteries. There can be whole rogue conscious planets, suns or black holes and galaxies which may travel independently in space like a spaceship or may be driven by the inhabitants of the same by the force of their imagination. Yogis of India live inside separate space time bubbles individually and collectively too, so they can view the universe objectively as if from the interdimensional space ! You may find great yogis amongst the common people and the beggars of India, called Abhaduts or Angeles who try to share Lord SHIVA'S pain by leading a life of hardship and total reliance on the universe of Mother Nature ! So the art of Yoga is not limited to yogis like Sadhguru. Fame and the power of articulation doesn't match with genuinely good intentions and the real greatness of an individual as a kind, loving and forgiving human being always ! Even the stray dogs of India are the Hindu sages of the past eternity and you would be lucky to be able to help them and I would consider myself very lucky to be born in their wombs in my next life ! Remember, Hinduism is not a religion, it's a way of life trying to bring about an eternal communion with your self and loved ones which has come down to us Hindus through the primal past right from the mouth of Mother and Father Nature, represented by our parents, the very form of Lord SHIVA and Ma Parvati ! Sorry, I won't be dragged into another sterile debate about alien beings, their technology, hiding places in our solar system or other star systems and their ulterior motives and why the Hell have they chosen USA to abduct people, reveal like gods to the inhabitants of North America only and why collaborate with the military and political scoundrels of that country for world dominance ? Neil Degrass Tyson, nothing personal here mate, just tried to broaden your mind vision, may have been an uncalled for calling ! But I have a hunch, the ulterior motives of the aliens could be to establish a personal contact with your fertile imagination for their own advancement ! And of course you are a US citizen ! There may be extraordinary animals and plants in this very Terra Firma, sky or the waterworld who are special powerful beings much more than the average humans ! Every tiniest elementary particle in this earth and Cosmos may be a form of life or an universe of it's own. If you have seen Star Wars and Star Trek, you may have an idea of the forms of lives that we may come across in different animal or reptilian forms, so I will not elaborate on that. There may be robotic forms of lives in some planets with super high artificial intelligence made of may be silicon, crystalline forms or watery or liquid metal forms. Also don't forget to see Stephen Hawking's video on this issue. There may be ocean life even in our 7 seas which we have not come across yet or underground worlds in this very earth near it's fiery womb. There may be unknown life in the planets and moons of our own solar system. We often speak of aliens, from the past, present or future visiting earth but we tend to forget lives in our own small stretch of green lawn behind our own kitchen in the vast galaxy of ours ! There is a saying in Bengali, Geyon yogi bhick pay na, meaning the local resident country yogi fails to get alms ! There may be planets where life is only invisible minds giving rise to brainchilds on union and they have escaped the jaws of Death ! As like a married couples or lovers in this world may be conjoined to each other in their souls, heart, body and mind either in this birth or later, can 2 energetic gravitons or photons in quantum entanglement be an example of a relatively small conjoined embodied/wavy souls in love ? Can there be extremely cold life in the interdimensional spaces of Cosmos or the quantum ? Amongst the general, common people in this earth there may exist humanoid beings who look like Humans but are unimaginably powerful, not in bodily strength but in the mind, intellect and soul and they may have come here from a future planet by following a code of protocol for the good of democracy and the fall of dictatorship ! I could go on and on because my imagination is not bounded by the books of knowledge that Neil Degrass Tyson read, but whats the point, let your imagination reward wings to your dreams so that it may fly out to the infinite void like a winged Pegasus ! ndia as you know is a country of yogis, seekers, hermits and ascetics, they try to understand the Lord SHIVA the emperor Yogi or Yogiraj because He is always in contact with the incredible fire of his sacred soul, the cause/reason why of creation. Some exceptional yogis try to share HIS pain. And only One of them, the chosen one, dares to become HIS salvation, a very brave act of life and death with more possibility of the latter lurking like the sword of Damocles above his head. If he succeeds he will possess the loving heart and the 3rd eye of power of Lord SHIVA and HIS iron Trident which will be marked on his forehead between his eyebrows inside the seat of omnipotence for all eternity and then he will take charge of being the Iron presence of the Humanity when no disaster however horrifying can befall them ! If he fails the satanic formless god will take over his self because he waged a wager with it, on his failure and success ! Interestingly that yogi is a family man who has earned the title of son of the Lord not by birth or inheritance but through merit ! However if you go through Gita you will find Lord Sri Krishna proclaiming Family life as the greatest religion. Because in a family you get the chance to become the Godparents of your children like parents Nature. I told you earlier it's impossible to understand Lord SHIVA without understanding family love with your wife, children and pet animals. This is because you can't endow the Lord with anything. He possesses everything but nothing possesses Him, He stays in his own self. Even Mother Nature becomes full by containing only a tiny fraction of HIM which suffices it for creation. HE possesses mother nature. So HIS existence is special, secret, strategic and non-absolute but the tiniest fraction except more than whole in HIS own SELF ! This is true for you too. We have a saying in Bengali, Ganga jale ganga pujo, meaning you can only worship the holy Ganges with it's own water ! But He has endowed us with a bounty, he has bestowed us with a part of His soul which is more than sufficient to enable us to make a choice either to love or hate him. Loving Him means loving everyone and everything, even your enemies, good and bad people. If you want to become a gladiator in His amphitheatre, you have to abandon the faculty of your judgement elsewhere because He doesn't judge and doesn't even need to, because He is so much clean, pure, polished and untainted in the mirror of His soul that whatever you throw at Him gets reflected back to you. This is the basis of the idiom, whatever you throw at the ocean, the ocean returns it back to you and this is also true in it's literal sense ! So when you love Him you actually can envision your Higher Self merging with Him in the mirror. This is a sentient, perceivable insight, verifiable only through blind faith of non-verifiability ! You then get ecstatic to know that you find yourself everywhere, even in the infernal depths of stars. You try to find one identify but the irony transforms you into multiple personalities as many as you like, individually or collectively, but in an extreme clarity of the mind. You become One to many and many to One too, depending on your whims and your convenience, the beauty of His truth is such. Hate on the other hand can make a man experience similarly but negatively with worst perspectives and total disruption of mind lucidity, a very ominous sign of perennial infernal destiny, but surely not due to His judgement or doing. The man had a choice to enforce in his life, he himself created his own destiny. Can you blame a mirror if the horrific scars of a bygone wound shows up on your face ? You were not born with it ! This is also the basis of THE JUSTICE OF KARMA AND DUSHKARMA OR ACTIONS AND ERRONEOUS ACTIONS, like Newton's third law of motion, every action has an equal and opposite reaction. Whatever you throw forward to life will be paid back to you whether you like the payment or not. Love begets more love, hate, deceit, hypocrisy, cowardice, wrong doings and even their passive accomplices, treachery, time waste etc will be made to suffer ! This is the law of the universe. Those who have suffered pain and sorrow for eternity will naturally get an eternal life of joy and happiness and those enjoying sinful bliss for eternity will suffer too for all eternity ! Simple but accurate justice. Nobody escapes this, not even God Himself let alone satan god and worthless time. And we will surely ensure that Lord SHIVA'S pain and eternal sacrifice is rewarded justly ! When tears falls from your eyes just upon thinking about Him, know that He is possessing you specially ! There is a general confusion regarding the Gita sloke on fruits of Action or Karma-Fal. The Sanskrit sloke runs like this, Karmanyebadi karaste Ma faleshu kadachana. Before explaining this I would like to remind the readers that you don't need to follow any religious scriptures whatsoever or believe in any god including Lord SHIVA and Ma Parvati or even Nature itself to know your Self. What you need is a firm self conviction. Without self conviction, faith and self confidence are like a castle of cards collapsing in the slightest breeze ! It's even said, not to try to understand the meaning of Hindu religious scriptures through translation. I am not suggesting that you don't go through them but I am trying to mean, the real meaning of the verses only reveal itself to you when you are ready for it, when you can compare your feeling and achieve tremendous satisfaction ! And the meaning of the verses is not static, it changes with your progress in this path of self discovery. Infact a hypocrite who is worshipping the Lord but doesn't believe in himself won't receive the grace of the Lord ever. Whereas someone who has self conviction even without any faith but loves his own family but kicks and abuses the Lord, will be worshipped by the Lord Himself !!! Coming back to the meaning of the Gita sloke : Gita is proclaiming that family life being the greatest religion, you don't have to do anything else other than lead exactly that life with love in order to be endowed with spirit ( I am not referring to alcohol ), money, happy sexual life and Moksh or Nirvana either in this life or after death. ( Dharma, artha, kam and Moksh ) That's why when people die after a long life of pain and struggle the Bengali Hindus say, Mukti peye galo, meaning the poor soul achieved Nirvana in death. Now you can understand why Death could be such a blessing ! Only don't ask for the fruits of your Actions in this life, let the fruit lie in the hands of the Lord for blessing you with it at a right time ! I have explained, if your dedication and struggle, pain and sacrifice in this life go unrewarded then the Lord must have kept something wonderful for you ! If you ask for something or your intention is primarily materialistic or even spiritual advancement as a reward then you may be granted with it but you would never come to know what a beautiful blessing you missed forever which includes the bounties and energy of the cosmos and beyond ! If you ask for something for your actions beware, our brains are puny, we don't know actually what we need. For every wish an equivalent price is extracted just as in the market but not paid in money in this case ! So it's best not to ask for the fruits of Action precociously, let it lie with the Lord. If you can establish contact with Him somehow by hook or by crook, He will satisfy every good wish, want, desire etc hiding in the nooks and crannies of your mind which could be in your subconscious even and give you even more ! Wait with patience because your grand time is awaiting you too with patience ! Furthermore, if your action fruit is already paid to you in advance according to your wish you won't have any unpaid fruits left to pay the Bergman/Boatman to ferry you across the endless river of bitterness which knows no bounds, to the other side, of happiness and contentment ! The wicked enjoy their lusty, greedy, selfish fruits of Action thinking it to be the Heavens whereas it's nothing but a doorway to the infernal depths of Hell ! This is the Maya illusion Mahamaya, the consort of Lord SHIVA, like smoke emanating from the tip of a cannabis cigarette, blinding the intellect of the wicked ! What do you have to fear, you yourselves are the eternal flames of the Heaven and Hell, nothing can burn you ! Coming back to the concept of family life, I really don't know why ascetics wish to enter the unknown harsher family of the cosmos by leaving their own loving family ? It's possible to become a great Yogi by loving your own family and meditating on every work you do than possible by being an escapist to worldly responsibilities ! The renunciation lies inside the doing and death ! Who are you to show the virtue of renunciation when you don't have the colour of saffron in your mind in the first place ? You can't usher in that colour just by wearing the saffron clothes of a monk and neither can you free yourself from the bondage of your mind evil by shaving your head ! Your Higher Self is already present in you and will expose itself in time irrespective of what you do provided you walk true in life ! By their penance and uncalled for sacrifice they are actually hurting their inner soul which has already dug out the well of happiness with the shovel of terrible pain for distributing the heavenly sweet water of life to you, all in good time. All you have to do is to carry on with your work and fulfill your responsibilities ! See, they can't even understand the meaning of scriptures even if they had gone through them ! Why throw salt on the bygone wounds of someone inside you who dies every time with your death, experience your death pain, even has to feel the burning pain when your dead body burns inside the furnace of a crematorium, cries alongside you in your every pain and sorrow but fears to revell in your happiness or ecstasy, doesn't even interfere with your privacy because it cannot being blind. It can only feel your suffering ! He loses too even upon winning ! If you are buried in death it becomes the horrible stench of your decomposed flesh when Mother Nature cannot hold back her tears and turns it into the flowers of paradise in the valley on the foothills of the Himalayas and the Kilimanjaro of Africa ! He is so naive and innocent that you don't have to knock His door to let yourself inside His room, He knocks your door instead to let Himself inside your room in order to end the boredom of His fortress of pain, solitude, sacrifice and departed love ! What an irony of love, He has to cherish His own pain behind the false facade of contentment by smiling a false sweet smile as if amidst the infernal fire of the depths of Hell ! The audacity of the foolish monks is they venture out to understand someone who doesn't even know Himself, such is the beauty of His mind ! Now you know the difference between CHANDI and the Gita ! The love of truth can only be achieved by loving someone and certainly not by abandoning them. Those who have done so by making their mother, wife, sisters, father and children cry have to pay a price too now, by crying in shame and humiliation ! They even try to leash it in the name of religion every now and then when it doesn't have any except that of Mother Nature, borne out of a desire of a primal sexual instinct of a teen, more followers than any faith ! Every created religion and cult of theirs instigated infighting amongst themselves and try to convert others into their own ! They also give it a sex, when it doesn't have any other identity than being a mothering entity dwelling in the seat of a paternal instinct ! Though it doesn't indulge in it, they try to deny it sexual pleasure too, the real pervert freak of Nature ! They refuse to broaden their minds by looking up at the celestial night sky or filling up their empty spaces with the heavenly sweet blood milk of their parents or wives and children ! They only create dirty fouls in the soccer field of life and it's high time they are shown a permanent red card by the referee ! Actually they are against football which always wins in the end game ! These blights of Nature also try to convert the fountain of youth into an infirm, old mad man either to die in an infirmary or rot in a mental asylum for the rest of it's days without any remorse, they even deny any relation with him lest it should lower their false facade of social prestige. How can the fountain call them a family now ? They renunciate life by giving up their passion and emotion, then what are they left with, nothing ? They have tried to prevent the fountain's homecoming by deceitful means from times immemorial but they forget the destiny of a dried leaf fallen on the ground swept away by the blizzard of an inner tide ! Actually they are the real bastards without any identity ! I don't care whether it's Budha or Sankaracjharya, Mahapravu or any other damned soul like the evil Babaji Maharaj the guru of the Kriya ( action ) yogis who without doing Action with their minds ( cerebration ) masturbate with their breath only with a purpose of being immortal in their bodies and not in their spirits ! I abhor them except perhaps Yogananda ! A Sanskrit verse in the Upanishads goes like this, Atmana bindate birjang, bidya bindate amritang, meaning it's through the knowledge of the self that you achieve strength and freedom and immortality and not by celibacy, but through intellect and cerebration ! So, don't ever stop thinking and you will always keep the evil in your mind below your feet ! I think an invention however small is always greater than a great discovery since you can call it your own because it was not in your Nature before. Think with a new perspective at the call of each day and you will find yourself born fresher and born free too, at the crack of each dawn ! This is the canopy of the void under which the Indian beggars spend their night, in the name of the burden of love much more tougher than the burden of Hercules ! Do not abuse and misuse His simplicity, innocence, kindness and love as His weakness. It's a strength that you cannot even hope to imagine ! He might bite you like a reluctant but highly poisonous cobra ! I don't tolerate a puny god who looks down upon me for my sexual orientation, romance or fantasy, on the basis of my cast, creed, colour, culture, tradition and religion or lack of religion but doesn't value my spirit. A god who curses me with the sin of blasphemy if I renounce my own religion, eat forbidden meat beef or pork, a god in the name of which terrorism, extortion, and bigotry is perpetuated in this beautiful world, a god in the name of which the Womankind is eternally tortured and shackled ! A god which hates love in it's total entirety especially the stark, obvious reality of embodied existence ! That god fears death and has cheated the grand time by it's presence in the lusty bliss of eternity and looking into the future with it's 3 eyed ravens and hasn't respected our privacy by seeking and peeking with it's greedy eyes ! Even if I did believe in it I would like to kick that nasty habit. Habits die hard but the power of the Human spirit is even harder ! A Man without vices is a dangerous Man ! That god is not love, it's the other side of the same coin, HATE along with it's cursed disciples. It will receive hate and desolation at the end when His colossal, terrifying constrictor snakes would crush them to an undying death by their compressive lion grip embrace ! -------- To be continued in the next post, Part 3.