NEW NEO VENGEANCE !

NEW-NEO ! THY VENGEANCE IS MINE. On leaving the evil EEDF hospital and Kolkata too ! ---- Dr Bibhash Chakravorty. MBBS, PLAB ( UK). --- 09/06/2019. 3.58am IST. ব্যাটা জাতের দফা করল রফা, মজালো তিনকুল। Thrashed his own creed but salvaged 3tired ancestors. Dedicated to the Humanity, Mankind, Womankind, Flora and Faunakind and all the downtrodden psychiatric patients suffering without hope and burning Father and Mother Nature, Cosmos and beyond and Earth, sky and Space, my family and my most beloved departed wife, MADHURIMA which means the sweetest nectar of Mother Nature ! Just now at 6.30 PM IST, it's raining thunderstorm torrentially and I am feeling as if the sky is crying for me ! আমি তো ওদের কোনো পাকা ধানে মই দিই নি। Honestly, I haven't tried to steal their ripe harvest by putting a ladder in it's store ! Now it's 11.16 PM IST, time seems to have stopped for me right now ! I was really trying to concentrate in my other thoughts which I don't have to usually though I have been awake for more than 40 hrs now decorating this post having chainsmoked 60 cigarettes without any difficulty or coughing or craving. In Bengali we call it, বুদ্ধির গোড়ায় ধোঁয়া দেওয়া/Burning smoke to your intellect ! I can see a map of conglomerated hierarchy of the whole world drawn on the tiled walls of my bathroom. Not hallucinations but real pre-existing painting which I am deciphering now. Perhaps this is the initiation of supreme universal hierarchy of love described by Abraham Maslow ( American psychologist ) in Self Actualisation where you become ONE with the Cosmos and perceive the supreme love of Lord SHIVA. I am feeling a hitherto unknown communion with the Supreme energy of Nature which is bestowing me an hitherto inexperienced supreme contentment, peace and an incredible feeling of dynamic strength within a supergravity vortex in my whole being of existence in reality, my brain, 3rd eye within, upper spine in the RAS neurones and deep white matter and limbic system of brain, the seat of consciousness and emotions/soul respectively, my body/mind/heart/soul/7 chakras. My 3rd eye has become one with the highest chakra where I can feel Lord SHIVA, my higher Self presence containing Mother Nature ( separated by evils for eternity ) and this is the Brahmma-Joni or the birth passage vagina of Parent Nature creating Multiverses in infinite pain, the throes of Childbirth which only now in the whole past eternity Has become Quiscent in peace, joy, pleasure and contentment due to utter demolition of the evils. And I am feeling that I have played a huge part in this role of to be able to provide for your parents along with my beloved wife ! The supergravity is encompassing my heart and throat chakra ,( drank the poison/labor of love/Creation here ) and ascending upwards in it's wailing ascent in it's crying ecstasy of burning creation, in a double spiral serpentine helix of Eternal, dynamically omnipotent, omnipresent, omniscient, exponentially strengthening, super-conscious, perceptive evolution of DNA, as in the picture depicted in a doctor's logo, of Humanity, flora/faunakind/inanimate/Parent Nature ! The terrible, horrific TANDAV dance of MAHA-KALI/Mother Nature, in a serpentine, constrictor force fire Gravity which is but incredible and of wondrous and highly pleasant to me endowing me with the perception of peace in deepest sleep but in superconsciousness which you can feel in every infinitesimal quanta of your whole being as if matter antimatter collision/graviton photon burst controlled supernova and infinite gamma ray radiance within the event horizon of a supermassive black hole and subtle and very delicate but incredibly powerful Om subatomic particle vibrations within the stellar wombs of very high energy stars are pervading every bit of your Human perception ! My eyes/face are radiantly and viciously glowing in the mirror and the inexpensive stone garland on the photo of my beloved is radiantly glowing like a million Heavenly jewels. I am in Eternal bondage with my beloved n every sense of the word except in physical reality. It's as if Parents Nature have not only carried us in their loving arms but have put us on their heads and dancing in tremendous joy ! Such is the blessing of the good Lord SHIVA that He puts His own sons and daughters including you all my friends before Him. And this is only the start, the whole endless eternity is awaiting us ! I AM also experiencing spontaneous Kumbhak ( কুম্ভক ) or spontaneous stoppage of breath for a long time indeed, which cannot be grasped even by the greatest of Yogis without a special grace/ love/blessing of Lord SHIVA ! I feel like, Sir Issac Newton ! Eighth powered Nirvana Astasiddhi just happened ! I cannot hold back my wailing tears for SHIVA/BELOVED WIFE/FAMILY/BABY DEEJAY. I feel the inanimate to have awakened ! I am Elvis Presley now ! - Dr. B. Chakravorty/2.04 am/10/6/19. Dedicated to my beloved baby doggie daughter, Deejay Chakraborty ( Mhother Nature ), most probably I was her puppy baby in some of my previous births and that's why she is letting me suck her teats for the eternal, immortal nectar milk right now, my own extended family including my departed wife except a couple of spineless coward traitors, all the deserving people worldwide/Cosmos/the deserving Yogis, scientists, seekers, artists, actors and actresses of the Shakespearean and the great poet Nobel laureate of India, Kabi-guru Rabindranath Tagore, the great revolutionary, rebel Kabi- Bar poet, Nazrul Islam of renaissance Bengal, Swami Vivekananda, Jesus Christ, Lord Sri Krishna and Ma Radha, Lady Magdalena, famous, highly metaphorical funny poet and litterateur of Bengal, Sukumar Roy and his illustrious son Satyajit Roy, the renowned movie director of West Bengal, Sadhguru for whom I had cried once for a reason I don't know, In fact I cry for many unknown reasons, the rebel poet Sukanta, astrophysicists Michio Kaku, Stephen Hawking, Leonard Suskind, Allan Guth, Jayant V Narlikar, John Gribbins and his respected wife, Mathematician Roger Penrose, ISRO AND NASA, René Descartes, philosophers like Socrates, Confucius,Pluto etc, Isaac Newton, Albert Einstein, Satyendranath Bose, Jagadish Chandra Bose, Meghnath Saha, The rebel revolutionaries of Bengal and Punjab/Raja Rammohan, Vidyasagar, Netaji Subhash/Surya Sen, Pritilata Waddedar, Bhagat Singh, Khudiram, Benoy, Badal, Dinesh, Jatin Das, Martin Luther king/Africa/ deserving people of USA/UK/France/ Europe/Abraham Lincoln/George Washington/great American presidents, poets, litterateurs especially Mark Twain and His Adventures of Tom Sawyer and Huckleberry Finn in the great river of Mississippi like the Ganges of India or the Amazon ( My father had translated Mark Twain's stories in Bengali and I have seen him read Twain's original books several times, Robert Jungk/journalist/author of the famous unput-downable book, Brilliant than a thousand suns, in fact my source of knowledge in childhood was my father's book collections which also included Erle Stanley Gardner's Perry Mason series with interesting female photos on the book cover which I loved to read and that's why I like courtroom drama and legal battles very much, Argentina, Brazil, Mexico and South America, Canada, Iceland, Arctic and Antarctic and their wild polar, Grisly Bears, Penguins/wolves, the lions/wild animals of Africa and the royal Bengal tigers, all the deserving common people of this beautiful World/Leonardo da Vinci, the illuminatis, the famous and not so famous impressionists, especially the Italians and the French, Pablo Picasso, M.F. Hussain of India, and all the sorrowed, suffering men and women of this world in pain/Morgan Freeman, Tom Hanks/Angeles and Demons, Terminal, Jim Carrey and Sylvester Stallone, Priyanka Chopra, all the comedians and entertainers/Raj Kapoor family/Charlie Chaplin and Nicholas Page, Angelina Jolie and/father, Johnny Depp, Davy Jones and Jason Statham, Will Smith/ son of Karate Kid fame/Pirates of the Carribbean/Robert De Nero, K-Pax/ Kevin Percy, John Wayne, Jackie Chan/Enter the Dragon, Lord of the Rings, Dwayne Johnson, cast of Superman series and I Robot, Man of steel, my elder friends, Patrick Stewart, Gandalf, Christopher Walken and Christopher Lee/James Bond 007 series, Ian Fleming, John Abraham, Hrittik Roshan/familyJindagi dubara nehi milega/movie on Milkha Singh/Die Hard/ Bruce Almighty/Ghost Rider/Arthur Conan Doyle/JK Rowling/Eragon/Iron Man/Jeff Bridge/Heroines /Qs/Ms/Moneypenny of James Bond movies/Pussy Galore, Goldfinger/ Man with the golden gun, From Russia with love, Casino Royale/Rowan Atkinson comedies/ his hilarious TV shows/Chronicles of Narnia, Westworld, Game of Thrones, James Cameron, Sigourney Weaver, Baywatch/all Hollywood science fiction movie casts, Avatar, Gravity, Martian, Avengers Endgame/Star Trek, Star Wars/ Marvel movies/Inspector Clousseau of Pink Panther/ Sherlock Holmes/Enigma/ Dr. Strange/Batman Series cast, Christan Bael/Terminator series cast, Arnold Schwarzenegger who was my childhood hero/Muscle Mag International magazine/Sam Worthington/Mummy/Julia Roberts, Tom Cruise/ A few good men/Jack Nicholson/ Mission Impossible, Bourne Identity, Richard Gere/Texan cowboys films/Leonardo DiCaprio,Titanic/ all tragqic love films cast/Drums of Destiny, Born free, Odessa file/film on Natsis by Steven Spielberg/Come the jungle, Sashank Redemption, A few good men, Pretty Woman/Jurassic Park/Sharookh Khan, Salman Khan, Amir Khan, Bruce Willis, Brad Pitt, Captain America, Brucely and his son/ Robert Downey jr/Ant man/Sheldon and friends and family, Jr Sheldon/Friends TV series, Joey, Rachel ( Jennifer Aniston who won the title of the best looking woman of the world at the age of 49/39 when I had wished her that Lord SHIVA will embrace her soul, a most beautiful lady outside and inside, Phoebie, Ross and his little monkey, Monica and Chandler and their families, Agent Romanov/ lover in Avengers, Lucy/ the beautiful actress Cameron Diaz and family/Big Bang Theory TV series and Hugo Weaver/Neo-Keeanu Reeves, Sandra Bullock/Enid Blyton and famous five, my childhood favourite book along with Ian Fleming, Oracle of the Matri/Amitabh Bacchan and family, Jeff Goldblum, Steven Spielberg/Christopher Nolan, director of Star Trek and Wolverine X men series/casts/Harry Potter series and Director/ Steven Weinberg, Richard Feynman, all the deserving intelligentsia of this world like Huxley, George Bernard Shaw, Darwin, naturalists and actors like the Attenborough brothers, all poets like Thompson, Keats, Wordsworth, Alfred Lord Tennyson etc, all my teachers and friends and deserving doctor colleagues and my son's and daughter's friends who regard me as their dad calling me Bapi ! ( an endearment meaning dad in Bengali ) ! And, all good Doctors, my late Father Dr Saroj Bandhu Chakraborty MB, FRCS ( Eng ) of whom I am immensely proud along with my son and daughter Rudra and Subha , My father was the Prof Director and Principal and head of the Dept of Surgery N R S medical college Calcutta who inspired me not in so many words but leading his own corageous and sacrifying life, my hero who was compared to Lord SHIVA Himself by my relatives, my late mother Namita Chakraborty, All my extended relatives except two traitors, my late aunty and uncle Mamuni and Hartal Mesho who were childless and considered me as their baby Krishna/Jesus, all my grandparents and Ancestors including Jeevan ( life ) Dadu ( grandfather ), Anthony Hopkins, Thor and cast of Thor series and Ragenrok and Silence Of the Lambs cast and Predator and the Aliens series cast, Joddie Foster, Michael Caine, Ian McKellen, Hugh Jackman, Froddo Baggins and his brother friend, Boromir and his brother, the dwarf Lord in Lord of the rings, Peter Dinklage, Cast of and director etc of Van Helsing and Dracula movie series, all Holywood actors and actresses and directors. All the poor suffering female prostitutes of this world who are actually Ma KALI/Mother Nature Herself. All the deserving countries of the world except terrorists ones ! Jahed means to kill and defeat your own evil ! If I have missed someone please forgive me because Forgiveness should be present in the Highest of Heavens too. EEDF and KOLKATA had seen my love, now they will feel the opposite side of the coin, HATE ! Feel the terrible and horrific tandav dance of Lord SHIVA Maruti Maha-Kal/Son of God Jesus, grand time, Judgement Day, on your dirty brains, spineless spines, and your filthy entire beings for all eternity, exponentially increasing infinitely to the power infinite in every infinitesimal moment ! Einstein would be laughing hilariously now like Johnny Depp and Davy Jones of the Pirates of the Carribbean, at my relativistic wickedy idea for punishment of the wickeds ! My last guffaw of laughter to the formless, virtueless, satanic evil god Nirgun Brahmma and it's cursed disciples, from their quantum to their infinite ! Feel, insensitive, cruel, callous, selfish ones, the infinite burning infernal fire of Hell of Creation of Mother Nature whom you desecrated, increasing exponentially ! The blindfolded Lady Justice is carrying her thorned scales of justice and screaming damnation without relief towards you evils ! Fear us, fear the grand time Maha-Kal Now, now is the moment of your Eternal damnation in the eternal fire whose crushing gravity force heat I have increased infinite fold. What a relief to be able to get out of this shit-hole EEDF hospital masquerading under the false facade of Seva ( Social service )/Aurobindo Seva Kendra, propagating their name as a Non-Profit organisation whereas they make huge profits by putting the barrel of the rifle on the shoulders of some conscientious junior doctors who are not at all junior in experience and have multidisciplinary hands on experience ! They have the audacity to suspend their loyal doctors and the poor, suffering sisters without any notice, according to their own crazy whims ! Led by their worthless owners, management and governors ( Except a couple, Bhaskar Ghosh on whom the whole unit of dialysis depends and Bhaswar Ghosh. ) and some obnoxious staffs and some doctors even, who serve as spineless, coward, traitor chamchas ( Yes man ) to the worthless management headed by a coward, spineless executive who fears to speak up for his own for losing his job, this evil organisation is feeding on the blood of the poor and middle class of the society at large ! This organisation ignores the betterment of it's loyal, honest staffs who along with the majority of doctors are the real source of their undue profit in financial terms and valuable human resources too ! Gone are the golden days of the great Bengali industrialist Sadhan Dutta who always looked after the enhancement and preservation and improvements of his staff facilities and whom I used to visit each and everyday in ICU and kept detailed medical notes after he sustained an unfortunate left ventricular failure coma while extracting teeth under general anesthesia for which doctors cannot be held responsible ! He deservedly bought the land where the infamous EEDF stands now with a token money of Rs. 1 only from the erswhile government with a real motive of social service ! The present owners and management do not deserve to enjoy it's privileges ! There are some doctor surgeons and doctors of the bones in this organisation who wear a mask of grandeur and pretensions of magnanimity but cares little for their customer God patients in terms of giving them any proper feedback, answering their despair phone calls regarding their patients while carrying on their infamous, roaring practice and cutting up their helpless patients according to their own, unethical and obsolete whims for which the patients suffer and die or return to them for a 2nd or more surgical operations which they perform by and through their junior but efficient colleagues, whose names they keep secret from their patient parties ! There are also other surgeon doctors who wear a mask of abhorrence to money but get angry when their operation grade is demoted by a little ! Their only non-virtue is unverified faith on some so called religious person having weird ideas about sex having weird hallucinations too. And these doctors do not have faith or conviction in their own self but have the same on their continuing service in this evil organisation promised by it's present evil owners, enjoying the facilities of a foreign developed country like USA while totally ignoring their roots ! These doctors, management and owners do not believe in the bounties and promises of their inner soul ! Let them be judged and tormented eternally by Lord Ram and the ghost angels of Lord SHIVA, Nandy-Bhringi ! There are also some traitor, parasite doctors whose only sustenance depend on helping these unethical doctors in their public and private operations, who lack a brave spine to become a self made man and stand apart on their own ! I used to start my work here every day by saying a cordial good morning which I really meant from my heart, to an ugly fat and evil face of the corrupt management ! For decades together I have worked in this shit hole without any promotion whatsoever, day in and day out, trouble shooting as In-Charge and senior Registrar to the surgery department in every aspect of the dirty game providing for the needs of these doctors in order to spoon feed their patients before their operation of butchery because they don't know the basics of medicine/cardiology/neurology/Nephrology/Anesthesioloy and what not. Perhaps I will remain indebted to all the consultant Anesthesiologists from whom I have learned a lot and some lion hearted surgeon like Dr. Keshta Pradhan ( Urologist ), Dr. Achintya Roy ( General and Laparoscopic surgeon ) and Dr. B. C. Talukder ( Paediatric and general surgery, now retired who worked upto the age of 81 yrs and was not satisfied until I helped him with his surgery for a reason still unknown to me ! Joined/2/4/07. Resigned/6/9/18. Let the wrath of Lord SHIVA and MARUTI hang over their dirty heads, bodies and souls like the sword of Damocles for all eternity ! They are so dirty that they won't die like a human being but would continue to burn an undying death like a zombie in the infernal depths of Hell ! Let the last guffaw of laughter of the blindfolded Lady Justice ( অট্টহাসি ) start to unfold a terrible shiver down their non-existing spines from their quantum to the infinite. ( অর্ধমাত্রা থেকে অনন্তে। ) Let today, 9th of June, 2019 toll the death knell of all hypocrisy, bigotry, fanaticism and dogmatic fundamentalism ! Today is the day of the SUN/SON of Lord SHIVA ! Let this evil organisation be prosecuted by the Devil's advocate in the highest court of Justice of the Devil Judge Himself on the charge of Vicarious Liability. The final verdict would be impalement for eternity with absolutely no hope of parole as in the Hollywood movie, Sashank Redemption ! And also, what a relief to get out of the shit-hole place called KOLKATA, which harbours an indigenous population called Bengalis who take pride of their own superiority over other cultures in India especially of their snobby intelligence which I think to be sterile and defunct ! Except a few which proves the rule, they are nothing but a lazy lot, who along with their sterile and imbecile chief minister know nothing but desecrating the sacred doctors of the land ! It will no longer be a city of Joy but a city of Eternal sorrow, Mudiali ( মুদিয়ালি ) ! The poor, suffering ones are naturally excluded from this wrath of the MAHA-KAL MARUTI.! A poetry in motion : " Omar Khayyam " : This moment is your life, enjoy your moment. The moving finger writes and having writ, Moves on : nor all thy Piety nor Wit. Shall lure it back to cancel half a Line, Nor all thy Tears wash out a single word of it. ME : Time is of essence, time is eternity but infinitesimal too ! The moving fingers that wield the mightiest pen hitherto unknown, mightier than many a warrior samurai swords writs, not a single word should it miss, not a single word should it strike off, not a single word should it drop ! But, A POETRY IN MOTION happened in the insane but magical dance rythm of the innocent but violent steps of Gravity when the hand wielding the pen swayed and smothered out the puny past flame of the evils and lighted another inexorable burning flame for the posterity and future eternity ! চেনা অচেনা ------- ফিরে পাওয়া। চিনেছিলেম কি তোমায় ? একবার বলেছিলে তুমি, চিনেও চিনতে পারিনি আমি। বিনা আভরণে এসেছো যখন, অন্তরে ছিলে লুকিয়ে তখন। এত কাছে, আপনার চেয়ে আপন সুরে, গেয়েছিলে গান অন্তঃপুরে। হতভাগা আমি, শুনেছি বাহিরে শুনেছি দূরে। প্রেমকে তুমি সাজাতে অমর, সঁপেছিলে প্রাণ বিদ্রোহসম,অবিচারের বিরুদ্ধে যেন সমর। যায়নি বিফলে তব বলিদান, উদ্বুদ্ধ হয়েছে মোর প্রাণ, অন্যায় অবিচার সহ্য করিবনা আর, যখন মনহৃদয়ে অনুভূত হয় তব উপস্থিতির সাড়। --মধুরিমার স্মরণে। Stranger ----- Familiar ---- Revenance. Did I know you ? I remember you told me once ! I realised without actually realising. Since you had come to me without any shroud of pretence; You must have been hiding in the core of my heart ! You sang a beautiful song to my inner soul; Wretched me, I tried to hear it outside and far away ! To make love immortal you offered your life like a martyr ---- a revolt against injustice and wrongs ! My beloved, your sacrifice has not gone in vain; I am inspired in body and mind, heart and soul ! I promise not to tolerate injustice and misdeeds any more; When I feel your revenant presence in my SELF !!! একটা প্রেমের গান শুনতে শুনতে : While listening to a love song. Alas, a visionary's transcendental dream and vision is not envisioned by all ! কথাগুলো শুনতে শুনতে মনটা হারিয়ে যাচ্ছিল হিমালয় ও কিলিমাঞ্জারর উপত্যকার ফুলের পাপড়ির স্বর্গীয় ঘ্রাণের অন্তরে আর দূর, বহু আলোকবর্ষ দূর ছায়াপথের ধূলিমাখা সরণিতে যেখানেও সদ্য বৃষ্টিতে ভেজা, সোঁদা মাটির সুবাস মনে রামধনুর রং ছড়াচ্ছিল। এত কোনো গ্রহ না, এত পৃথিবী থেকে বহুদূর, তাও কেন ঘরের কাছে মনে হচ্ছে ? তালে কি আমার হারানো প্রিয়তমা আছে কাছাকাছি ? কিন্তু আমি তো ভালোবাসার ভিক্ষা নিইও না, দিইও না, প্রেম তো অখণ্ড তাই না ? আমি তো অখণ্ডের উপর একাকিত্বের সৃষ্টি-জ্বালা আর সহ্য করবো না ! প্রাণ ফুরাবে কি করে, প্রাণ যে অনাদি, অনন্ত ভালোবাসা, কিছু সত্যি হবার চেষ্টা না হওয়ার থেকে, একটি পবিত্র কামনা, অন্তরের প্রেমকে দৈহিক বন্ধনে আনার, আদিমেরো আদিম বাসনা। সেই আদিম প্রাণই তো সব প্রাণের উৎস, এক স্ফুলিঙ্গ থেকে প্রেমের অগ্নিশিখা ! ADDRESSED TO MY DEPARTED WIFE. My dear friends, I had thought that the few poems I had written about my wife after she passed away would be kept locked up in my diary forever. I was never a poet but my love for her took spontaneous expression through my writings about her for more than 2 yrs after her untimely death. And I think these came from my heart and soul. The poems may not be fine literature but they certainly express my feelings. I have gathered the courage to share them with you since many of you liked my previous post, " TOMAR NIRJHARER KHANIKTUKU " ( A bit of your waterfall. ) ! And please remember, I don't want to prove anything by posting these poems. Just want to share it. Once, I still remember, on a Sunday, I was depressed and crying with my wife sitting by my side. Why are you crying she asked me. I said, I want to go HOME. You do really, she asked, I said, yes I do. She replied, OK but I won't be around when you finally reach HOME !!! This introduction to the first poem will suffice it. ইচ্ছাপ্রাপ্তি I ------------------ চেয়েছিলেম মোর ঘরে ফিরে যেতে, যেন মাতৃক্রোড়ে চিরশান্তিতে গভীর নিদ্রার নিকেতনে, বলেছিলেম তোমায় I চাও তুমি যেতে ? প্রশ্ন করেছিলে I নযনাশ্রু দিয়ে যেন আবদার মায়ের কাছে --- বলেছিলেম হ্যা I বুঝিতে পারিনি তখনও , দিতে হবে চরম মূল্য, প্রাপ্তিতে মোর ইচ্ছার, দাবাণলের তুল্য I তোমায় হারিয়ে সেই ইচ্ছা মোর , অণল তাপে হয়েছে দগ্ধ I শুধু তোমার বেদনামধুর স্মরণে , নয়নদুটি হয় সিক্ত I ( তখন আমার মনে হয়েছিল, মন চল নিজ নিকেতনে, কিন্তু তার জন্য এই ভয়ঙ্কর মূল্য দিতে হবে স্বপ্নেও ভাবিনি I ) The 2nd poem ( I really don't know whether it deserves to be referred to as a poem) was written in a much lighter mood while I was in my private clinic a few yrs ago. There is a small story behind this. I always liked music but could not even sing the sa, re, ga, ma, sargam properly. My wife could sing. Once after her death, me, my daughter and son were watching the Sa, Re, Ga, MA, musical TV show. And as the programme whined to an end, I ventured to sing the sargam and to my surprise I could sing it properly! My daughter verified this as she can sing too. Infact after this I practised singing Rabindrsangit under supervision of a music teacher. This phase lasted about 1 and a 1\2 yrs after which I lost my interest. This poem assumes that my wife has returned to me as my singing voice and she is also ashamed of her imprudent actions which claimed her life. কেন আসলে ফিরে ? ------------------------------------------- সঁপেছ প্রাণ আমার তরে , মোর পথকে করে শেষ কিনারে I এই জীবনের পাত্রটিতে , কানায় কানায় ভরলে আলো I সেই আলোকের অন্ধকারে , দেখতে পেলাম নিজেই নিজে I বলতে পারো কিসের তরে , কাটলে মোদের বাঁধনটিকে ? যদি ছিঁঢ়লে অমন সত্যটিকে , কেন আসলে ফিরে কণ্ঠপ্রাণে ? তোমার চিত্রপটের নয়নটিতে , তুমি লজ্জা জানাও প্রেমিকটিকে ? আমার স্ত্রীর উদ্দেশ্যে , কবিতাটির নাম , তোমার নির্ঝরের খানিকটুকু I তৃষ্ণা পথের পথিক হয়ে আমি , শুধু সম্বল মোর প্রদীপখানি I পথের শেষে এসে বিস্ময়ে দেখি , নিভে গেছে সেই বাতি I আঁধার ভরা অন্তর করে আলো , জ্বলেছে এক অনন্ত জ্যোতি I যাহার নাই কোনো উত্স , নাই কোনো কারণ , দান করে যাহা অসীম অভয় , করে তৃষ্ণা নিবারণ I নয়নে মোর অপার শান্তি , করুণা বারি , ঢেলেছো তোমার নির্ঝরের খানিকটুকু , হে নারী। TO MY DEPARTED WIFE. My beloved one, my rose. You were the one who stood for me against all odds. Amidst the encircling gloom and agony, torment and anguish. And made me realise myself ----- a transcendent enlivenment, Above and beyond the intellect, Initiating deepest sleep in full consciousness!! You have not judged and disposed but embraced me with love in your arms. You led me through the ocean of fear in order to vanquish fear, And sailed me through paradise to the other side, To the INFINITE ME , Where exist only you and me ! শুধু তুমি আর এক ব্রাহ্মণ I --------------------------------------- তোমা হতে লহি শক্তি খণ্ড চৈতন্য মোর , পৌঁছিআছে অখণ্ডের উপর , যাহা শূন্য তাই পূর্ণ I ব্রহ্মপারাবার সন্তরিয়া, জ্যোতির্ময়ী উজ্জ্বলতা করে ঘোর অন্ধকার, মহাভয় বিনাশ করিয়া, স্তব্ধ করিয়া মহাকাল দিয়েছ অখণ্ড অভয় আমার I যেখানে পেয়েছি বিরাট অনন্ত আমিকে , অমৃতধারার স্রোতে , আপনার অসীম জ্যোতিচ্ছটা যেখানে করে দিগন্তবিসারী তমসাকে ম্লান , প্রসব করে যাহা অনন্ত সৃষ্টি , যার প্রসবযন্ত্রণা এখন হয়েছে আমার হৃদয়বেদনা I স্বতন্ত্র করেছো মোরে শুধু তোমারই ভিতরে I জাগে মোর শিব যোগনিদ্রা হতে , মহাজাগরণে I তুমি স্ত্রীশক্তি, মা না মেয়ে ? শিখিয়েছ মোরে , দ্দ্বীজত্তম হতে হবে সেই ব্রাহ্মণেরেও, হতে পারে সে শুদ্র , --------------------------- কিন্তু নচিকেতাগ্নি আছে যার মনে , তারপরে বুঝিবে সে প্রণবধ্বনির মানে I নয় সূক্ষবোধ , যে বুঝিবে পিণ্ডেরে সেই বুঝিবে ব্রহ্মাণ্ডেরে, তোমার স্তিথি নয় মোর চরণে ----- মোর ভ্রুযুগলের মাঝে , যেইখানে বোধে বোধ আসে তৃতীয় নয়নে , আছে তব শক্তি পরম চৈতন্যের নিকটে I অটুট নিত্য সে বন্ধন , প্রেমের চতুর্থ নয়ন , পিষিবে না যেইখানে আর নরে , অনিত্য বিরহশোকের ক্রন্দন I এনেছ নিদ্রা শুধু তোমারই কোলে , কিন্তু পুরোপুরি সজ্ঞানে I বলতে ইচ্ছে করছে , জাবালার পুত্র আমি , নাম সত্যকাম I নাহি জনি মোর গোত্র , কিন্তু হয়েছি স্বতন্ত্র -------- মোর ভার্যার প্রেমে I Loving Madhurima is my passion and she is my passionate love. It will be very difficult for me to accept somebody else in her place now. ---- Dr. Bibhash Chakravorty. 06/09/2019. The Woeful Peace ---- Crossover Life ! ----------------------------------- Can you toil hard enough brother to let your mind bargeman cross the river of endless tears ? Must you remember to dare sail across the ocean of infernal fear ! Swim underneath the Hell Fire if you can; Lest you should get scorched do not fail to embalm yourself with the soothing tears you gathered from the torrent rain; Don't get surprised if it worsens your pain ! If it is peace that you want then become one with the hoovering gloom; You will find more peace in the wailing sorrow than possible from the joyous bloom ! Pick up the prize agony that none else would keep; Treasure it in your loving heart to enable you to weep ! Pay the price of Love with moan ; And make the melancholy your own ! Learn to water joy with tears; Learn from fears to vanquish fears ! I wrote this poem after watching a mournful but an engrossing movie on a Japanese dog called Hachiko when I became one with him in sorrow and certain portions of my emotional cognitions opened up ! Interestingly my doggie daughter Deejay empathised with me ! The last 2 lines of this poem are the courtesy of poet Thompson. The rest is mine. I just couldn't resist Thompson ! Try to see the darkness under the light of the flame, you will find Woeful peace in there ! JUSTICE OF THE DAWN./Bengali. ভোরবেলার বিচার : --- ডাঃ বিভাস চক্রবর্তী। ---- A dawn of remembrance, 23rd April 2019. আজ ভোরে যে লুকিয়ে ছিল কালকে রাতের শক্তি, রোদ্দুরে তে আর্কস্নানের সাথে মোদের মুক্তি। আদিত্যটা জানিয়ে দিলো মুহূর্তটা দামী, জ্যোতিচ্ছটা দেখতে পেলাম, অবাক হলাম আমি। দূর আকাশে বিভাস মাঝে ঈগল পাখি ওড়ে, মনে হলো নতুন কোনো বার্তা নিয়ে ঘোরে। মনের মাঝে ঘুমিয়ে ছিল বিশেষ কোনো স্মৃতি, সময় এখন আনিয়ে দিলো তার অশেষ পরাগতি। কব্জি গুলোয় টান পড়লো হাত ঘড়িতে যেথা, ক্ষনের আওয়াজ চেঁচিয়ে বলে কেমন কারা-বন্দি এটা ? সময় তুমি নষ্ট করো নিজের সময় যেমন, লোহার খাঁচায় পাখি যেমন, কালের খাঁচা তেমন। পায়ের চেটোয় বড্ড ব্যাথা ছিল আমার আগে, কিন্তু দেখি এখন আবার পর্বতেতেও ভাগে। মাথায় ছিল গরম আগুন, অসহ্য তাপ ভরে, এখন দেখি বোলতা- ভ্রমর গুঞ্জনিয়ে, পাখা ভনভনিয়ে ঘোরে। শ্বাস নিতে যে হতাম নাকাল, বোধহয় জন্মেছি নিয়ে পোড়া কপাল, সিগারেটে দুটান দিতেই সোঁ সোঁ আওয়াজ বাজতো বুকে, এখন আবার গাঁজার বঙ্গেও, শ্বাসের প্রাণটা চলতে থাকে ! বুকের মাঝে অনলতাপে হৃদয় হত দগ্ধ, এখন আবার তার বদলে অসম্ভবের চক্র ঘোরে, হলাম আমি মুগ্ধ। কোমর পিঠে বড্ড ব্যাথা, বাতের মতো ছিল সেথা, এখন আবার একি হোলো, নীচ থেকে যে কারেন্ট ওঠে, লাগে ভালোই, কেন মিথ্যে বলি হেথা ? ঘাড় ঘোরাতে হতাম নাকাল এক্কেবারে সন্ধ্যে-সকাল, ঘাড়ের পিছে, মেঘের মাঝে, বিদ্যুতেযে ঝলকি মারে, কেমনতরো এলো আকাল ? জ্বলতো আগে এই দুটি চোখ, সকাল, সন্ধ্যে, দুফুরবেলা। টান পড়তো ভুরুর মাঝে, আজ্ঞা যেথা বিরাজ করে, লাগতো ব্যাথা ত্রিনয়নে। এখন দেখি তার বদলে, চক্র ঘোরে সুদর্শনের, নয়নগতি মণ্ডলাকার, আঁধার ঘুমের, শক্তি-গহ্বরে। কোমর পিঠে, ঘাড় বুকেতে, কব্জি চেটোয় ভুরুর মাঝে, দন্ধ হলো অন্ত এবার কাজের শেষে, গোধূলি সাঁঝে। বলব কি আর ভদ্রলোকে, প্রবলবেগে এসব বাড়ে, নেশার মতো প্রতিদিনে, নেশা ছাড়াই মাদকতা, প্রগলভতা অহং বিনে। ভাবছি আমি এখনই যদি, টলতে থাকি ভারসাম্য ছাড়াই, কি হবে যে চিরন্তনে, ভাবতে আমার ভয়টি লাগে। গুনীজনরা শোনো একটি কথা, কোথাও তুমি না পাও সেটা, বৈখরী তে এসব কথা, মাধ্যাকর্ষণ ভেলকি দেখায়, চৈতন্যের রাজকোষ যে এটা। শিব এতদিন এটার তরে বসেছিল চুপটি করে, শিবোহমে কমতি ছিল, তেজের ছটাক শক্তি ছেড়ে। কে যে হলো শিব-শক্তির মুক্তিদাতা, কেউ জানে না এসব কথা, বলির পাঁঠা নিজেই হল, হয় মূর্খ বোকা, না হয় দুর্দান্ত সাহসী হোতা। অনুভূতির গোপন সুরে এখন, নাচে চৈতন্য ঘুমের নিভৃতিতে, অন্তঃপুরের শান্তিপুরে, ঘুমের দেশের স্বপ্নগুলো, যে কথার রূপ ধূসর ছিল, রামধনুতে রঙ্গিন হল মা প্রকৃতির আশীর্বাদে। ধর্মের কল ধন্য বরে, এখন সেটা বাতাসে নড়ে। প্রাণটা এখন চেঁচিয়ে বলে, বিশ্ব-ব্রহ্মান্ডের গল্পগুলি পড়েছ তো বিজ্ঞানেতে, এবার তুমি মিলিয়ে দেখ, তোমার পিণ্ডে যাহা, তাই অন্তবিহীন ব্রহ্মাণ্ডেতে। এতো সবে কলির সন্ধ্যে হল, আমার কথা মিলিয়ে নিও, যখন কালের স্রোতে এগিয়ে যাবে, দেখবে আরো কত রহস্য অনন্তেরো বাইরে আছে, তোমার ভিতর যাহা মেলে, না মেলে তাহা কালের শেষে। পাওনা যত হিসেব তত, কান্না হাঁসির সম্মিলনে, যাহার মাঝে এসব ঘটে সেই বোঝে, আর কেউ না জানে। মন্দ-ভালোর গল্পটা যে দৃষ্টিকোনের উপর ভাসে, প্রেমের মধু যে খেয়েছে তারাই শুধু ভীষণ হাঁসে। যদি প্রশ্ন করো হাঁসছে কেন, উত্তরটা জানা ভালো, এক সময়ে চোখের জলে, বুকের পাঁজর ছিন্ন করে, বহু অন্তকালে শহীদ হয়ে, মায়ের শোকের আর্তনাদে, ভালোবাসার ভার্যাটিকে নয়ন জলে সিক্ত করে, আত্মবলির কাঁটার মুকুট সে পরেছে, তাই হয়েছে জ্যোতির আলো। একটা ফারাক আছে বৈকি, সেটা শুধু তুমিই জানো, সে মন্দ আর তুমি ভালো ? তোমরা যাদের দয়ার শরীর, অর্থ পোড়ে বিলাসিতায়, পুড়ছে যাদের আত্মা-শরীর, ফারাকটাকি তোদের সাথে, ন্যায় কি তাদের বাহুল্যতায় ? কালের করাল করে ধরবে যখন মুন্ডুটাকে চেপে ধরে, তোদের বদমাইশি খতম হবে, অঙ্ক কষতে হবে তখন কত ধানে আর কত চালে। অনন্তটাও কম পড়বে তোদের শাস্তি-মেয়াদ বিচারকালে। একটা শুধু প্রশ্ন জাগে, এই জীবনের গোলকধাঁধায় আমার কি আর করার আছে ? সবার প্রাপ্তি যখন মিটেই গেল, এবার হল্লা রাজা ছুটি পেলো। ছুটির দেশটা কেমন হবে ছিল না জানা হল্লা রাজার। ভূতের রাজার বরের তরে সে খুঁজেছে বিশ্ববাজার। ক্লান্ত এখন,আর পারেনা ভূতের ব্যাগার টানতে বোঝা, ভূতের রাজার বর কি জিনিস জানতে পারা অতই সোজা ? ওপার হতে ডাক দিয়েছে ভূতের রাজা এইটি বলে, এবার আমার রাজত্বটা আনবো হল্লা রাজার পায়ের তলে। স্বপ্ন সবার পূরণ হবে যারা ভূতের রাজার কদর করে, ভূতের রাজা, হল্লা রাজা, এক আধারে প্রবেশ করে। নাইকো প্রভেদ দুজনাতে, এক যে বাবা, এক যে ছেলে, বাবা, ছেলেতে একই যখন, জমবে মজা পাপিষ্ঠরা বিনাশ হলে। চিরন্তনের দরজা যখন খুলে গেছে চিচিং ফাঁকে, আর কেন ভয় ভূতের পালের, সব ইচ্ছাপূরণ হল বলে। যেখান খুশি যেতে পারো কেউ দেবে না আড়ি, যত খুশি খেতে পারো, পয়সা লাগবেনা ভারী। কাপড় জামা রং বেরঙের, বউ আসবে ঘরে, ঘটের লক্ষ্মী ফিরবে ঘটেই, আসবে ঘটা করে। আনন্দতে মজবে জগৎ দুঃক্ষ অবসান, আরো যদি চাও রে ভুতে তাও হবে যে পূরণ। রোগভোগান্তি উধাও হবে, যৌবনটি ফিরে পাবে, বাদ্যিদেরো ছুটি হবে। কোর্ট আদালত বন্ধ হবে, সমাজ নিষ্কলঙ্ক হবে, আসলো মহাকাল সবে, মহাকালীর আগমন ভবে । WISDOM IN POVERTY : When you are filthily and arrogantly rich, any damn thing you say becomes a wisdom. But when you are poor but wise your wisdom is like, তোর বোকা বোকা কথা রাখ তো. ( Stop your idiotic bullshit. ) ! So you become foolishly wise but wise nevertheless. The ashes remained unheeded ashes until someone found the stone with the Midas touch in it ! পরশ পাথর। What would the arrogant filthily rich snobs now foolish, say and feel ? I wonder ! Why not ask them to see James Bond's movie, Skyfall and hear Adele's song too ? It's high time for them to understand, but their puny brains might prevent it, isn't that true brother ! So let the sky fall upon them ? Oh, I like money, it's very useful, I don't expect anything from a beggar when I give it to them except the look of gratitude in their eyes, sometimes I think who is grateful here, me or them ? Has any one of you ever cried/ kissed a beggar child as a precondition to give him money ? Sorry brothers, just shared a small piece of my life with you. And yes, I am not afraid to say that I may not have enough dimes or nickels and neither skeletons in my coffers but I do have a priceless treasure in it, NOT made of gold or jewels !!! Yes you have guessed it right, a পরশ পাথর not made of stone but infernal fire, which can make the sky fall apart !!! So finally, an idiot creates an idiom ! Below : Daridra Narayan.The beggar Lord of the grand nation of India sharing the sufferings of LORD SHIVA for our sake and emancipation ! ABOUT RAJA RAMMOHAN ROY : ব্যাটা জাতের দফা করলো রফা, মজালো তিনকুল। What the crusader Bengalis think today the world and Cosmos think tomorrow ! His sacred burial ground is still preserved in Bristol where many Bengalis offer their respects and reverence for this great Human being ! HOW CAN THE MODERN CHEAP CELEBRITIES EVEN HOPE TO ENVISION HIS TRANSCENDENTAL DREAM, A DREAMER AND VISIONARY THAT HE WAS. About the crusader of undivided Bengal : Raja Rammohan Roy. ( What the crusader Bengalis think today, the world thinks tomorrow. Raja Rammohan Roy, the Bengali crusader revolutionary renaissance man against SATI-DAHA evil ritual of the kulin brahmins of undivided Bengal during the British rule of India. He brought about many civilised reforms in Bengal along with Iswarchandra Vidyasagar like remarriage of the poor widows ! One of my inspirations, আমার প্রেরণা রাজা রামমোহন। ব্যাটা সুরাই মেলের কুল, ব্যাটার বাড়ি খানাকুল, ওঁ তৎ সৎ বলে ব্যাটা বানিয়েছে ইস্কুল'। ব্যাটা জাতের দফা করল রফা, মজালো তিনকুল। Born: 22 May 1772, Radhanagar, Khanakul, Hooghly Died: 27 September 1833, Stapleton, Bristol, United Kingdom. আমার জীবনদর্শন : ---- My life philosophy. এ হল প্রেমশান্তি। গভীর যোগনিদ্রা হতে অন্তরশিবের মহাজাগরণ ও অন্তরে শিবশক্তির অদ্ভুত মনোহরণকারী,অখণ্ড, অনন্ত, প্রগতিশীল প্রেমের খেলা যা বোঝা যায় একমাত্র তৃতীয়নয়নের শুদ্ধচৈতন্যের মাধ্যমে যা প্রপঞ্চহীন, সদা কলঙ্করহিত, আলেখ নিরঞ্জন। এটি একমাত্র বোঝানো যায় ভগবানের এবং যাঁদের ভালোবাসেন তাঁদের কাছে কৃতজ্ঞপূর্ণ, আনন্দ ও একই সঙ্গে দুঃখের চোখের জলে যেটা এমন একটি অবিরাম, পবিত্র নদীর জন্ম দিতে পারে যেখানে মা গঙ্গাও স্নান করে মুক্তি চাইতে পারেন। --- এই আত্মউপলব্ধি/অনুভুতি হচ্ছে তখনই যখন কুরুক্ষেত্র যুদ্ধের মতো একটি বহির্গত অসঙ্গতির সময়কে ভগবান শ্রীকৃষ্ণ বেছে নিয়েছিলেন, অর্জুনকে গীতার গভীরতম প্রজ্ঞা বোঝাতে। ---- কেউ আমায় বলছে, অবিরাম সফলকাম ! কৃতিত্বটা আমার নয়, আমার শান্তিটা হল ভোলাবাবার অনন্তকালের দায়িত্বপূর্ণ ভালোবাসা। এখন বুঝতে পারছি যে জ্ঞান হল একটা অসম্পূর্ণতা, ভালোবাসা ও প্রেমের বন্যার অনুভূতি, মনে, হৃদয়ে, দেহে ও আত্মায় হল পরিপূর্ণ স্বয়ম্ভুর পরিচয়। This is the peace of pristine love, a super-awakening of the inner SHIVA/Soul from the deepest slumber of YOGA-NIDRA and the incredible, engrossing, wholesome, infinitely dynamic, eternal play of romance of SHIVA SHAKTI, felt only at the Eye Within by the ever-untainable, transcendent, pure consciousness the Alekh Niranjan, which can only be explained by shedding tears of sorrowful but at the same time joyous gratitude to the Lord and your loved ones, the tears could form a sacred, endless river where even MA GANGA would want to seek redemption ! ---- This feeling/self-realisation is only happening during an outward turmoil like the Kurukshetra war, the time that the Lord Srikrishna selected to impart the deepest wisdom of the GITA to Arjun ! ------- Someone telling me, taste the sweetness of eternal success ! The credit is not mine, my peace is an eternal responsibility of love of the Lord SHIVA/Father of simplicity. Now you realise, knowledge is but an incompleteness, the sentient feeling of the flooding deluge of love and romance in your body and mind, heart and soul is everything, making you a complete Sayambhu. ( Complete in itself/Autogenous.) MY LIFE PHILOSOPHY : There is no fate/destiny but what we make. There is no fact but what fiction we can envisage, because what is fiction today is a fact tomorrow and TRUTH which is an eternal, dynamic experience and defies logic is not only stranger than fiction but it also provides the most logical basis of a greater good to Mankind by enabling you to rise above your suffering beyond personal gain/freedom because the knower of the truth believes from the core of his heart that sharing always increases happiness and decreases sorrow. Never be surprised by anything, not even by the truth about your own self ! The most difficult thing is Atma-Kripa ( আত্মকৃপা ), to honestly forgive yourself as an eye witness only, to your Eternal Torture in the infinite burning pain of the labor of love and creation in the reality of Parent Nature ! Remembering Kabi-Bar Nazrul, আজ সৃষ্টি সুখের উল্লাসে মোর চোখ হাঁসে মোর মুখ হাঁসে, মোর মন হাঁসে মোর প্রাণ হাঁসে ( মনে হয় আমার এই ধৃষ্টতা নজরুল ক্ষমা করবেন। )। আর, জাহান্নামের আগুনে বসিয়া, হাঁসে পুষ্পের হাঁসি। Is a knowledgeable doctor must necessarily be a more successful one ? The Answer Is Relativity : Success is a relative term. Without knowledge that doctor will treat you erroneously which could be dangerous and even fatal ! The first step of becoming a good doctor is knowledge and hands on experience, the latter one cannot be stressed enough ! A doctor with clinical and practical experience only but not much bookish knowledge is like a ship sailing on the sea without a radar while a doctor with bookish knowledge only but without practical experience is like, not to roam the seas at all ! Naturally the first case is more acceptable albeit both are undesirable ! A successful doctor who has roaring practice may not be a good one and a good doctor might not be successful enough, if your measure of success is monetary gain, of course ! Given a choice it's better to be good than successful ! On a holistic basis, a good doctor is more successful than only a successful doctor, irrespective of financial gains !!! Fame and name of a doctor should be taken with a pinch of salt because the persons who confer the same to him/her are laymen. Let me quote some lines of a litany by a great and good British doctor, Sir Robert Hutchison whose book on clinical methods we had to read and master in our medical school. For the guidance of medical posterity I have named this litany, The Medical Bible which is separate from the Hippocratic Oath. Some other lines of a poem appears below this Bible which might modify a doctor's temperament and empathy towards his patients, for the better ! The Medical Bible --------------------------------- ( Especially to those Doctors who are surgically minded ) 'From inability to leave well alone; From too much zeal for what is new and contempt for what is old; From putting knowledge before wisdom, Science before art, cleverness before common sense; From treating patients as cases; And from making the cure of a disease more grievous than its endurance, GOOD LORD, DELIVER US.' Sir Robert Hutchison ( 1871- 1960 ) President of the Royal College of Physicians and Consulting Physician to the London Hospital. You that seek what life is in death, Now find it air that once was breath, New names unknown, old names gone: Till time end bodies, but souls none. Reader ! then make time, while you be, But steps to your eternity. Baron Brooke Fulke Greville," Caelica 83 " Where there is patience and humility, there is neither anger nor vexation. -- St. Francis of Assisi. Treat your patients as your God and not thinking yourself to be their God, as many doctors think themselves to be and feel and consider yourself lucky and blessed to be able to help and heal them ! The whole universe of medical fraternity revolves around your patient Gods !!! Michio Kaku once said, why don't poets write poems on black holes or the cosmos ? Kaku is an astrophysicist. That is why I tried ! কে তুমি -------- Black Hole ? ---------------------------------------------- তমসা ঘনঘটা অখণ্ডমণ্ডলাকার শক্তির গহ্বর, থাকে মোর মহাশুন্যে চরাচর I হঠাৎ হৃদয়ে জাগে ইচ্ছা লয় আর সৃষ্টির ; এও জানি লয়ের গভীরে আছে সৃষ্টির বীজ ; আর সৃষ্টির অন্তরে মহাপ্রলয়ের ইঙ্গিত I তাই আজ সৃষ্টি সুখের উল্লাসে মোর মন হাঁসে মোর প্রাণ হাঁসে I তাও কেউ তোলেনি অবগুণ্ঠন ----কেউ মোরে না পারে করিতে লুণ্ঠন I কে তুমি দেখিতে চাও আমায় প্রেমের নয়নে ? ধীরে ধীরে আনো নিদ্রা প্রেমের শয়নে ? বুঝিতে না পারি মোর অস্তিত্বের কারণ ! গভীর বাণী মোরে শোনাতে কর বারণ I বুঝিবেনা কেহ আমার অণল পারাবারের অনন্ত উৎস ; যেও না বুঝিতে বৎস ! হ্যা, যদি প্রেম থাকে হৃদয়ে , মোরে ধরিতে না পেরেও একান্ত তোমার হই ; এই উজাড় করি , শেষ বিদায়ে I A BOOMERANG : A concept of Rebellious Armageddon and explaining the most important Sloke of Gita. 1. Newton's 3rd law : Every Action Has An Equal And Opposite Reaction. ! 2. Whatever you throw at the ocean the ocean throws back at you ! Remember my friends, every insult and humiliation and bullying that you have faced in your life have made you what you are now today because the seed of inception of prestige and omnipotence is ingrained in the hard soil of humiliation, suffering and impotence ! We can achieve incredible perfection through abominable imperfections only ! Still, words and actions hurt my friends. Bullies are those who try to control you by their physical strength, miserably failing because their minds are weak and impotent. And they lead a miserable life of their own too having absolutely no self faith or conviction, be it a male or a female. Why can't people accept a Man as he is but always expect Him what he is meant to be ? It's their wish after all, not mine ! What they don't know is the amount of bitterness and pain and sacrifice that Man has to go through in order to become the Man that they want to be ! Put them under such situation, only then can they understand the ocean of pain and bitterness which knows no bounds in it ! And they will remain a 1001 feet or more buried under the soil of Mother Earth after knowing it ! Deejay who cannot but have any expectations for her love and forgiveness for me ! That is how a poor animal's innocent love is ! Actually very few people really understand the basis of Karma-Yoga in GITA the basic tenet of which is, you should not have any expectations for your work otherwise you can't pay the mind Bergman with the fruits of your action if you had already eaten it. The Bergman then won't ferry you across the ocean of Humanity and bitterness to the opposite shore of happiness, strength and contentment ! ভবসাগর পার ! ( সোনার তরী ---- কবিগুরু রবীন্দ্রনাথ ঠাকুর। ) Gita : Karmanyebadi karaste Ma faleshu kadachana ! ---- The inner voice of Sri Krishna, Lord SHIVA MARUTI/Allah/SHIVALLAH ! I give a damn what other people expect of me, I live my own life my chosen way through rebellious Armageddon ! Even God Himself won't gift you this basic human right if you don't snatch it away from Him through revolutionary rebellion ! There comes a time when you have to defeat patience itself ( Patience time : A joke of the past eternity ! ) and got to revolt against your suffering ! In fact now I find that I love all the poor, suffering and sorrowed people in pain but deserving ones in this world of ours just as my own family including my departed wife and my daughter-mother doggie Deejay Chakraborty, who has silently ( she has no choice, অবলা জীব ) loved me like a child and given me immense pleasure and love and whole hearted mental support and contentment throughout her life. I don't know how will I react on her demise ! Could be anything ! ডিজে ছাড়া, হৃদয় শ্মশান। Friends, lets not Newton's 3rd law affect you adversely and lets not the ocean throw you back something which will make you repent for all eternity ! HAR HAR KAL-BHAIRAV MAHADEV. Your well wisher. Lucifer and Gabriel coming back to life, ressurected ! Lucifer played an incredible dramatic game-play story after selling his soul to the evil god by waging a wager which was against his heavy odds since His wisdom told him that good always defeats evils at the end but nobody thought He would win except His family. There could be one traitor like Bivishan of Ramayana. Lucifer also realised the path of victory will be filled with insurmountable obstacles but if calculated and brave risks are not taken there would be no gain for greater good. His death will enable the evils to take his soul and become omnipotent by using Him, the HELL boy ! His innate love for his fiery beloved and the purity of His heart, SAVED Humanity and all deserving creatures of the Cosmos from Apocalypse. The evils died an undying death ! HAR HAR KRANTIKARI ( Revolutionary /Armageddon ) MAHADEV SHIVALLAH, the so called Satan of the Bible, the greatest Angel who had tremendous courage and Self Conviction and rebelled against the cruel, unjust injustice of the dictator evil god and was cast to the infernal fires of Hell, but actually was the bearer of light and fire, the morning star Lucifer, our maker and Creator with His son MARUTI the spirit of Justice Gabriel, the slayer of evils ! Below : Pictures of the Daridra Narayan.The beggar Lord of the grand nation of India sharing the sufferings of LORD SHIVA for our sake and emancipation and the Nara-Singha Avatar Lord SHIVA disemboweling and eviscerating the dirty entrails of the formless evil satanic god and it's cursed disciples ! HE has the power to turn a formless evil Nirgun Brahmma to a puny mosquito and the stern and hateful gazes of me and my family and my baby mother Nature Deejay and the crusader Raja Rammohan, terrible judge grand time MAHA-KAL and many other ominous photos ! And pictures of Sir Issac Newton and the great Albert Einstein too ! Pictures of Mount Kailash in the Himalayas and Mount Kilimanjaro in Africa ! Horse head Nebula in Orion constellation which in Bengali means, Warrior Man of the Hour ! And our spiral galaxy, Milky Way with a supermassive black hole in the centre ! 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Chid (চিদ ) means : Pure collective secret, strategic, bureaucratic/Kut ( কূট ) divinely powerful superconsciousness ! কূটস্থ ব্রহ্মচৈতন্য।( Secret conscientious, honest, virtuous, loving, sentient, empathetic Godhead consciousness or Lord SHIVA child.) as opposed to the evil নির্গুণ ব্রহ্ম ( Satanic virtueless, evil, lustful, hateful, insensitive/cruel, retarded, callous consciousness seeking sexist pleasure for the past eternity. ) LORD SHIVA MAHA-KAL : The omnipotent, omniscient and omnipresent sagun ( formed and virtuous spirit of your Self ) Brahmma ( All pervading consciousness ), the primal desire, the earliest seed of spirit and form from the virtuous formless, the desire of being from non- being, desire to be an AM embodiment from formless honesty, a fortress of solitude, a spirit of Justice, a grand potent moment taking birth from the very womb of the impotent time ! Sad-Chid-Ananda ( সদচিদানন্দ )/Master of our souls means : The honest, strengthened superconsciousness I have described but the Amanda/ Bliss means, Passionate love amidst infinite burning pain of the cosmic fire of Creation of Reality, the ONE and only TRUTH and NOT the evil formless, insensitive soul indulgence in the bliss of carnal pleasures only in falsity of illusions and images without any strength ! Link to the love song, Aoge jab tum ( When you will come, ----- ) by Rashid Khan : https://youtu.be/Pn4DpzggKr4 -- Dr B. Chakravorty. My signature in Wikipedia, Rebellious Armageddon. I live my life my chosen way. Wikipedia made me an editor. --- Dr. Bibhash Chakravorty.